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    The History of "Hannamontana" of Midgardsormr, Quetzalcoatl, & Asura Servers in Final Fantasy XI

    By CaptainVG313

    DISCLAIMER: The purpose of this blog is to share my story as "Hannahmontana" in the game of Final Fantasy XI. Was on Midgardsormer before the server merge onto Quetzalcoatl. Now I also have a "Hannahmontana" on the Asura server too. By sharing it, this is no way means I am obsessed with or hung up on the past. It in no way means I hold any grudges; I don't. It in no way means I haven't moved on. I have moved on. The main reason for sharing is for those who: haven't/can't move on, chose to believ

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  1. *Kalgore Castle - King Drake's Bed Chambers*

    -It was just shortly after midnight. Prince Rossler knocked on the door of his father's bed chambers. He entered upon being permitted to do so.-

    Prince Rossler: "Father you summoned me?"

    King Drake: "Yes I did son. It is getting close to your 21st birthday. We need to step up our efforts in finding Princess Celestra."

    Prince Rossler: "Don't you think I know that?"

    King Drake: "I think we need soldiers in every town. If she is hiding or being careful, she will be spotted eventually due to her own fault."

    Prince Rossler: "Regular home inspections as well. I'll put this plan into action soon enough."

    -Prince Rossler then stepped out.-


    *Town of Rockshire - The Wendro household.*

    -Celestra was suddenly woken up by Taylor just as dawn broke.-

    Taylor: "Cele, you need to get up. There's Kalgore soldiers all over town!"

    Celestra: "What?! Do you know why?"

    Taylor: "Mr Jibbs told me it was because his majesty Prince Rossler believes you are nearby and hiding. He figures if he has guards stationed in nearby villages and towns that you will be eventually be ousted from however you disguise yourself."

    Celestra: "I'll just stay inside."

    Taylor: "They're checking houses. If you're thinking about hiding your face, that won't help. They are checking everything."

    Celestra: "I should just turn myself in... This would all end. The town invasions... Those people don't deserve to suffer because of me!"

    Taylor: "What about you? A life with that foul, cruel man?"

    Celestra: "I am one person. The people in this kingdom are many. I appreciate all you and Bryce have done for me, but I need to think about more than just myself."

    Taylor: "What good will it do? Prince Rossler would still be a very cruel man!"

    Celestra: "Perhaps, but maybe......"

    -They both heard the sound of multiple voices enter the home.-

    Taylor: "Cele, you need to go now! Go to where we talked about. I'll have someone look for you when it's safe. GO!"

    -Celestra quickly went out the window with what she had on. It wasn't much. A tunic over a thin shirt and some pants. She took a little hat with her. She put her hair up in it. Now all she had to do was figure a way out of town without getting caught.-.....

  2. DISCLAIMER: The purpose of this blog is to share my story as "Hannahmontana" in the game of Final Fantasy XI. Was on Midgardsormer before the server merge onto Quetzalcoatl. Now I also have a "Hannahmontana" on the Asura server too. By sharing it, this is no way means I am obsessed with or hung up on the past. It in no way means I hold any grudges; I don't. It in no way means I haven't moved on. I have moved on. The main reason for sharing is for those who: haven't/can't move on, chose to believe lies told about me that have been or still are told, and who want to keep asking me about the past. This way I don't have to bring it up and keep talking about it, which can, in turn, give the false impression that I am hung up on the past. While people have done me wrong, I hold no grudges. If I need to refer to specific people whose names (in FFXI) that I do not remember or I have a good reason for not mentioning, I will simply say PERSON-A, PERSON-B, etc.....    

    2nd DISCLAIMER: Despite how the blog starts out, the person behind the bullying I first experienced was the same guy whom started out as Shadowdragon on Midgardsormr and retained his name when Midgardsormr merged on to Quetzalcoatl. He is now "Serpentdragon" on Asura.

    This blog in no way means I want to discuss any of this. As I said, I have moved on and this is just my side so others, at their choosing, can hear it.  If there are any significant updates or evidence that needs to be presented, I shall post so in a comment and link to it at the end of the blog under where it says "EDIT (UPDATES):".


    How it started

    When I first started out, it was back in EARLY 2008. I didn't play long on my first day. Everything was new to me. I went AFK suddenly to help one of my roommates get the snow off her car so she could do some grocery shopping. I ended up going with her. She didn't want to get out of the car. Wasn't feeling well. So she gave me the money and I did the grocery shopping.    


    When I got home, I notice I got a few tells (in game FFXI chat messages). They were all from PERSON-A. They started out nice, but got very nasty. PERSON-A first had asked if I would be willing to delete my character so her daughter could create a character with that name. She offered to help me out with gil and anything I needed. She said her daughter had cancer. After that I saw a few "Hello! Are you listening!" tell chat messages. After a few of those she began to curse me out saying I was being "heartless and cruel" to a little girl with cancer by denying her something that would make her really happy. I tried to send her a tell, but she was offline. The tell message I tried to send was, "Sorry. I wasn't ignoring you. I was helping a roommate. Let's talk". I was tired. So I logged out.  


    Next time I came online I checked to see if PERSON-A was on. She's wasn't. Neither was she the next day or the next. So I gave up. So I decided to level the character "Hannahmontana-Midgardsormr". When I got of level, I went to Valkurm Dunes to seek a party group. One group accepted me. But I was soon kicked. I thought maybe I wasn't good enough. So I sent the leader, Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr, a tell, "I'm new to the game and still figuring things out." Then another one, "If you can tell me where I'm not doing well, I can work on it.". I got a surprising response. Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr told me, that the person who offered to PL the group (heal them so they could exp faster) refused to if I was in it. I told Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr that I had just started and barely knew anyone. He then gave me PERSON-A's name and gave me a lecture saying it isn't good for someone new to the game to be starting so much drama. I tried explaining to him I did nothing wrong and was AFK when PERSON-A sent me all those messages.


    I figured since PERSON-A was online, I'd try talking to her. I sent her a tell message telling her I was AFK when she tried to message me and sorry it seemed like I was ignoring her. She went off on me. She told me I was lying and starting drama. When I told her I wasn't lying, she said if I was being truthful, I wouldn't have leveled a little on Hannahmontana-Midgardsormr and would have waited until I talked to her. She told me if I was going to be AFK for awhile, I should have had the courtesy to log out otherwise I would be giving the impression I'm online and willing to interact with others. She then called me a callous c**t and said I made her daughter cry. As she was raging at me, someone from the group I was kicked from did a poke emote at her. She did a shout, which anyone close by could see. She shouted out I was being very cruel regarding her daughter, whom has cancer. It's all she said. I then began getting nasty tell messages from people in that group. Quite a number from Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr, Alexx-Midgardsormr, and Artiri-Midgardsormr. I decided to walk my character away and log out.


    I logged back in a few days later. I still thought about sending PERSON-A a tell message saying I will be deleting the character so her daughter can be happy. Shortly after I got online I got a few nasty tell messages from PERSON-A, "Still haven't deleted yet? Do you realize what you're doing to my daughter!". She just wouldn't stop cursing me out. The only response I gave her was "I was AFK when you contacted me initially." and "You chose to rage and rant because I didn't respond right away." and then "That doesn't make it right how you're treating me." and lastly "If you can chill out, we can talk.". She continued raging. She made a few shouts with my character name claiming I was saying I didn't care that her daughter had cancer. I decided to just log out right there for a little bit. When I logged back on, she was still there! So I went into my mog house. I continued to get nasty messages from her. I also got some from a few friends of hers: Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr, Alexx-Midgardsormr, Artiri-Midgardsormr.


    While I was in my mog house, I made a GM call after I learned, from a friend, how to do so. I explained everything to the GM. How PERSON-A harassed me and how her friends have as well. He said he would investigate and told me that her daughter having cancer and wanting the character name does not justify her abusive behavior towards me. I told him I feel bad her kid has cancer but was willing to delete the character so her kid could be happy. He said giving in to a bully's demands only gives them more power and she became the bully when she began to act like she did. He then suggested I blist her and told me how. So I did. Then I got the classic "Is there anything else you would like to add?". I told him thanks for listening and I decided I would play the character after all.


    I logged on again a few days later. PERSON-A was not on. Every so often I kept checking and decided if she was, I would log out for awhile even though I had her blisted. After a few days I stopped checking and decided to go on as if she didn't exist.


    The next 30 days.....

    The next month was peaceful except for the occasional nasty tell message asking why I would bully a kid with cancer. They died down after awhile. I grouped with a few groups and leveled a little bit. I had a few pleasant interactions. I even made a few friends. Djbeat was one of them. One of which, PERSON-B, said they heard stuff about me. I politely and calmly explained things to them. A few others asked here and there and I explained briefly. I kept it simple. Someone, that was mad I wouldn't delete the character, has decided to attack me because I was AFK and didn't respond to her initial request. I never even mentioned PERSON-A's name. Not once. There were a few people that said they knew of the rumors but weren't listening because the starter of them, PERSON-A, is not a very nice person. I didn't comment further because I just cared about grouping and interacting with decent people.


    After those 30 days.....

    Out of the blue one day, PERSON-A and Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr kept following me around. When I wanted to kill mobs for exp, she and he would kill them before I could claim one. After awhile I just stood in one place for awhile. They eventually went about their way. I found out later via raging tells from Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr that PERSON-A just came back after a 30 day account suspension. Then I got a lecture how it isn't cool to GM call on someone. I didn't respond after that. Why should I apologize to someone that was bullying me, lying about me, and getting others to hate on me?


    Based on tell messages from random people, PERSON-A was very mad, and was still claiming I was cruel to her daughter that had cancer. I explained things to those who approached me politely. I explained that me being AFK, her raging, and me not giving in is not attacking a child with cancer. Nor is it saying I don't care.


    After awhile I got sick and tired of explaining to people. So I started saying "I don't want to talk about it.". I ended up learning that some of those people were friends of PERSON-A and were going back to her with that. Person-A ended up spreading around that I not only made of cancer kid cry, but was trying to brush it off as no big deal. I frequently got attacked by friends of hers every so often.


    Developing and morphing rumors.

    While I did have alot more pleasant times with pleasant people, PERSON-A continued to cause trouble. The rumors and lies about me began to take another turn. A few of PERSON-A's friends began to add to it thinking they were helping their friend, PERSON-A, get revenge on "the oh so horrible b***h" that she claimed made remarks about her child with cancer.


    A few people began to say I was trying to ruin and slander PERSON-A. Apparently when some would approach me about the matter and I would put my /away up, it was being mislabeled as me being guilty of all the lies PERSON-A told.


    I never lasted long in a link shell. Either I was kicked shortly after the leader was approached about me by PERSON-A or someone known to her, or I would be made fun of and accused of horrible things and just leave. In one of those linkshells A bunch of the members began to berate me and ask me a flurry of questions. I kept quiet and didn't respond. This was despite me being nice to them and never being rude. I wasn't kicked until awhile later. When I asked the linkshell leader Haponot-Midgardsormr why, they said "Oh shut up Hannahmontana-Midgardsormr. I know all about you and your drama!".


    Eventually the initial reason for all this drama that PERSON-A started and was continuing, was lost. Lost as in people forgot and mostly had in their minds all the different stories and rumors being spread around.


    Things got to the point that anything I said was somehow viewed as nasty or rude. I once told this guy His gear looked nice. It was the Iron Musketeer set. I ended up getting very nasty tell messages from his wife telling me I better stop flirting with her husband and she heard what a "little f**king c**t" I am.


    Photoshopping and other server creations.....  

    Some people even went as far as photoshopping to make it look like I said and did things I never did or would. They thought they were helping PERSON-A and Shadowdragon-Midgardsormer (whom decided to hate on me more because of lies and BS spewed by PERSON-A and more of her friends) out. The excuse used for if people questioned why it wasn't on my social media was "She deleted it!". One person went as far as creating Hannahmontana on other servers and taking pics of shouts they'd make with it. They'd make sure not to show anything that would indicate or give away that it wasn't me. This was passed around by Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr and it made me look the drama people were saying I was. As to if he did the photoshop itself or the character creations to make me look bad, I do not know. But he is guilty of passing stuff around to make me look bad.



    I did my best to cope with the bs, lies and rumors. Sometimes it got to be too much and I wouldn't respond to even friends right away for awhile. Luckily the few good ones understood and stuck around.


    Over time some friends I made had abandoned me. I thought Soulstar-Midgardsormr told me it was because I obviously had to have done something very bad for so many people to be after me. Kiefer-Midgardsormr abandoned me because he were being excluded from groups for associating with me. One person said "I don't feel like being associated with someone involved with so much drama.". They said it as if I was encouraging what was going on.


    PERSON-A chilled out on attacking me. It began to be mostly friends of hers like Shadowdragon-Midgardsormer, Artiri-Midgardsormr, and Alexx-Midgardsormr that would continue to attack me and spread rumors about me. Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr was the worst of the 3.


    Quit. Come back. Quit. Come back.....

    I decided I could only take so much. So I quit for awhile. When I came back, I did so on another character, but it didn't feel right. So I decided to risk it and come back as Hannahmontana. Things were okay for awhile, but I would keep hearing about how I was the most hated on the server. The most awful things were still being said about me. I gave no attention to any of it and just played. Some people deemed me drama for not trying to work things out. WTF seriously? So I'm suppose to approach and talk to the one that started all this and allow myself to be further abused? No thanks. I was respectful to even those who weren't respectful to me. One person, Kadian-Midgardsormr, decided to give me a chance. She was nice to me despite what others were saying. She loved playing the dark knight job. Eventually I quit again for a little bit because I got sick of the bullying.


    The 2nd time I came back, I deleted Hannahmontana-Midgardsormr and re-created. I told only a few select people that it was me. Even so, the bullying and harassment started up again.


    I quit and came back multiple times due to all the harassment, lies, and rumors about me. During this, Midgardsormr server merged with the Quetzalcoatl server. PERSON-A and Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl (who retained his name when Midgardsormr merged with Quetzalcoatl server) continued their hateful behavior about me. I lost track of how many and what rumors were going around about me mainly due to mainly them. A few of those times, Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl would harass me and follow me around sometimes along with PERSON-A. In between quitting and coming back, I was often hassled on social media. Judging by what was said, PERSON-A and Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl were mostly responsible. So were a few of their friends. 



    PERSON-A got one of my trusted friends to turn against me. She photoshopped a few things to make it seem like I was bad mouthing him so he joined in on the bullying. PERSON-A began to pass around my information. She tried to take the harassment to real life in several ways. One was trying to get various people on social media to attack me by making whatever claims she could to get them to hate on me. Ultimately, PERSON-A got permanently banned. One would think that this would be it. I was wrong.


    The harassment lives on.....

    Despite that PERSON-A was now permanently banned from the game, I still got harassed now and then. Being she had her friends and some of their friends start and spread rumors and lies, it turned alot of people against me. Very few gave me a chance, which was why it made playing the game and accomplishing anything quite hard. Hence why I quit several times after that. It was hard to advance to anything that couldn't be soloed.


    A few of those times that I came back, I did try to do so under other names. Somehow many of those believing and spreading lies and rumors found out who I was each time. Even despite me telling very few. Being on characters with different names and just keeping "Hannahmontana" dormant (not using) never really felt right even though the harassment lessened over time to occasional talk.


    I came back as Hannahmontana a few times. Some people wondered why I was weary and cautious alot. One time when I said "Because alot of people have been after me and bullying". I realized I accidentally posted that in public view in a linkshell I was in. A few people sent me tell messages saying I was either insane, crazy, or just plain stupid. I tried explaining I was talking to someone regarding my past bullying but it was taken as I'm crazy insane. A few tell messages I got shed some light on some long standing rumors that had made me look particularly bad…..that I had no clue about.


    During one of my creations, I ended up joining this linkshell I thought accepted me. Wingstriker-Quetzalcoatl lead it. His wife, Xyleia-Quetzalcoatl, was a leader (a pearlsack) in it. Things seemed to go well for awhile until she saw me with another pearl on one day. Xyleia-Quetzalcoatl got mad going on claiming how she was giving me a chance and how rude it was to just leave. I explained to her I was in a friend's LS long enough to help him out. I didn't want another argument, so I put her LS pearl back on. Just to be nice, I apologized and said I should have talked to her first. She responded saying next time I should. She then started to question me about what was being said about me. I told her I didn't want to talk about it and just wanted to play the game. She told me if I don't want to be kicked from the LS I will. She asked "Why did you do what you did?" I told her I wasn't guilty of anything being said about me and all this was started by someone angry because I didn't delete the character so she could have it for her kid. She accused me of lying and told me I need to admit to what I was being accused of in order to be given a 2nd chance on this server. My response: "I mean no disrespect, but I won't admit to anything I didn't do.". Her response: "Typical Hannahmontana-Quetzalcoatl. All you are is f**king drama!". At that point, I broke the ls pearl I had on me.


    I was pretty much labeled drama as in it was being said I start drama, stir it, participate it, and create it. Xyleia-Quetzalcoatl would make nasty shouts about me anytime she saw me and occasionally just for the heck of it. After awhile Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl began to leave me alone. While that was nice considering he helped spread alot of lies and rumors about me, it didn't help that Xyleia-Quetzalcoatl was on her own hate filled crusade.


    I ventured into a few other linkshells during each playing bout. One of them was run by Rapluront-Quetzalcoatl. He was nice to me at first, but for some reason after hearing friends of PERSON-A and Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl vouch for their lies, he began to believe them, harass me, and go on thinking he was doing them a favor. Others that began to harass me based on lies and rumors spread by PERSON-A and Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl, here and there over the years, include Brokenchain-Quetzalcoatl, Misfit-Quetzalcoatl, Malefactorx-Quetzalcoatl, Watdahel-Quetzalcoatl, Ducc-Quetzalcoatl, Kiefer-Quetzalcoatl, Otika-Quetzalcoatl.



    Not too long ago, I found out that PERSON-A had LIED about having a daughter with cancer. It turns out she was afraid to admit she was a woman in her 30s that liked the Hannah Montana show. She was hoping to guilt me into deleting my character so she could have the name herself.


    Tired of running and hiding and quitting.....

    In taking time to think, I have decided that I am sick and tired of always running and quitting due to bullies and those choosing to believe all the crap being spread around about me. So I decided to come back one last time in late (2019); in December 2019. This time I am back and I am not going anywhere. Not even if old bullies start up again. Not even if people shun me because of how some spiteful people have made me look. I've grown tired of quitting as often as I have. But I came back under the name "Caitylotz" on Quetzalcoatl. I decided I would play as that for awhile and get a feel of things. In due time, I fully intended to come back as Hannahmontana-Quetzalcoatl. But until then I would keep the past creation and delete and recreate when I felt the time was right.


    Starting again with 0 intentions of ever quitting again.....Standing my ground.

    Starting out as Caitylotz-Quetzalcoatl started out okay. Things were going well. I picked up a few linkshell pearls from the linkshell vendor. One of them was SorCererHunters. That seemed semi-active. The people seemed friendly. I thought everything would be cool. Then one day Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl began talking. My first hought was "Oh crap.....". But I acted as if all was just fine. He asked me, not know who I was at first, how long I been playing for. I simply said "Off and on. Never really got far.^^". I casually struck up a conversation. Asked him how long he played for. Out of the blue, in tells (private chat), he asked if I was Hannahmontana-Quetzalcoatl. I didn't respond. I just let things sit. I wasn't sure how to respond. Eventually I did and said "Sorry was AFK.". He sent me a few messages saying he thinks I am Hannahmontana-Quetzalcoatl. He thought so mainly because of the use of "^^" alot.  I was quiet until he said he missed me. I thought it was strange for him to say that considering how he had treated me before. He continued to talk and simply said he was sorry for before. Then he said he had to go to bed. 


    Over the course of the next few days I went on as normal. If Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl spoke, I'd respond politely. I observed him carefully and thought that while he didn't specifically admit to what he has done to me that perhaps he felt bad and ashamed. I thought he was hoping to make amends by just moving on. So I deleted all the proof I had of how he had treated me before. I only did so because I was confident he had changed. I soon found out that that was a huge mistake.


    The harassment starts again.....

    Early morning on January 9th when I was on my Caitylotz-Quetzalcoatl character, Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl said hi. I told him I would talk to him in a moment and I was going to delete my old Hannahmontana-Quetzalcoatl and recreate it. He didn't respond, so I went ahead and logged out. I recreated at 2:32am on January 9, 2020.I played a little on it. Few moments. Then I logged back on to Caitylotz-Quetzalcoatl.


    I would say that what happened moments after I logged back was a shock, but I should have known. I made a video of what happened. HE pretty much accuses me of beign someone named Spydra and acts like I tried to attack him. During the conversation, I kept calm despite how he was treating me. Just because he wants to act like a bully, doesn't mean I should be one too.


    I logged out and went to sleep.


    At random on January 11, 2020.....

    I was going about my business when I received 3 tell messages from Shadowdragon. I never responded.....as seen below. I have no idea what brought this on.


    I went about my business after this.


    Discord attack and consequence (1/13/2020)

    Early morning on Monday January 13, 2020 Codii-Quetzalcoatl (Kodii & Codii in FFXI) asked me what I was suggesting for events in the Discord for his linkshell "SecondOption". I made a few "just for fun" type of suggestions. Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl seemed confused. So I clarified that I wasn't suggesting people go into endgame fights completely without gear and was merely suggesting people's lockstyle could make it seem like it. I tagged Codii-Quetzalcoatl in a post clarifying a few things right as Tossme-Quetzalcoatl called Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl out on his mild attack. At that moment, I didn't think much of what Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl was saying. Atleast not until he said I annoyed him on "Messanger" (he means text) and claimed I had friends bother him. Pretty much. Then he claims I said I hated Discord. That is only partially true. In the past, I've said I hated voice chat in Discord, which is something I won't do.


    Here is the chat exchange in discord.








    Codii-Quetzalcoatl speaks up and Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl continues to try to make me look bad. That right there, in itself IS drama.


    I went back to playing Final Fantasy 11 after this for a little while. Technically I just put some items up for sale in my bazaar. I went to sleep shortly after.


    And the next day on January 14, 2020.....

    When I woke up for the day, I did my usual morning exercises then got on the game. I noticed that "Kodii" was online. I decided to strike up a conversation with him.

    I told Kodii-Quetzalcoatl I noticed the Discord server for his linkshell was no longer in my server list and asked what happened. He told me about how he doesn't like drama. Kodii-Quetzalcoatl told me I was being labeled as drama. He said "Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl is out too". I asked if I was still allowed in the linkshell. He told me to let him "think about it".

    Eventful and enlightening Evening (1/16/2020).....
    I logged on and checked the Linkshell list for "SecondOption" just to see how many people were on..... Whoa and behold! I saw Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl in the list.

    As I logged out and when to my character on Asura to sell things for a friend), I thought back to when Kodii-Quetzalcoatl told me Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl was out of the linkshell as well. Apparenly not because he was in the list and a linkshell sack. Which in Kodii-Quetzalcoatl's LS, LS sacks are leaders.

    I couldn't help but wonder, if Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl was on his way out, why is he back in and a sack? I thought Kodii-Quetzalcoatl didn't tolerate drama or those that created it.

    I logged out to check auctions on my Asura character for a friend. The moment I logged back to Caitylotz-Quetzalcoatl.... I was kicked from the linkshell.
    I tried asking Kodii-Quetzalcoatl why I was kicked; no answer. Tried asking one of the linkshell officers, Dethnnacho-Quetzalcoatl, but no answer.

    After some time passed, I asked Kodii-Quetzalcoatl if he kicked me. At the time, I suspected Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl and thought Kodii-Quetzalcoatl would be miffed for me asking him (Kodii-Quetzalcoatl) if he kicked me.

    I was wrong. It wasn't Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl that kicked me. It was Kodii-Quetzalcoatl. He admitted it. A little into the conversation with him, I thought about the last conversation I had with him and wished I had taken screenshots. So I decided to do one better. I made a video.

    NOW.....NOW.....Let's examine a few things.



    If he did, why judge me as drama based on what OTHERS HAVE SAID? Why not just give me a fair chance?



    Last I checked, Kodii-Quetzalcoatl IS the linkshell leader of SecondOption linkshell. He could have easily told his officers he wanted to give me a fair chance. He hasn't. Otherwise I would have been given a fair chance and not ousted so easily.



    I bring up a valid point and Kodii-Quetzalcoatl keeps trying to deflect! Not only that, he is changing his words from the other night. He said, for sure, that Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl was on his way out. Now I wish I had taken my own screenshots of that convo or recorded it. Kodii-Quetzalcoatl seems to have gotten irritated after I mentioned that Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl has been the one causing the drama; not me. What gets me is how Kodii-Quetzalcoatl acts like Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl is oh so valuable to the linkshell. But I thought Kodii-Quetzalcoatl hated drama? Suddenly Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl gets a free pass on the drama he has caused.



    I pointed out to Kodii-Quetzalcoatl that Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl being a "valued" linkshell member doesn't make it okay for him to attack me. Now Kodii-Quetzalcoatl seems to be switching gears here and saying that there have been nothing but problems since Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl joined. Judging how he keeps coddling his bad behavior, I am assuming that Kodii-Quetzalcoatl meant me. If Kodii-Quetzalcoatl meant to say me instead of Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl, what I have to say is.....BULLS**T! I have not caused any problems at all whatsoever. It only seems like I have because Kodii-Quetzalcoatl CHOSE TO listen to Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl and whatever stories he had to tell.



    I notice something here. Kodii-Quetzalcoatl saying "That maybe true it might not". So he's kind of admitting he doesn't know if it is true or not. So, in a way, he is admitting to condemning me without proof. Then suddenly he makes a claim of proof with NO offer to show it to me. When someone makes a claim of having proof and delays in showing it, it means they either have nothing or they're waiting until proof can be created.



    Talk about major deflection here! I continue to defend myself.



    The deflection continues as I point out that between me and Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl, I have been the only one to act like an adult in all this. I haven't had public rage fits; Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl has. I haven't been lying about Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl behind his back, but he has been lying about me and working hard to try to make me look bad.



    Unexpected, yet expected, accusations (1/17/2020)

    When I got a message from Kodii-Quetzalcoatl, I thought maybe he was going to tell me he was giving me a a fair chance. But I found out very quickly that I was wrong.

    Now let's examine his message.



    Right off the bat he tells me I will not be allowed back in the linkshell and accuses me of entering his linkshell's Discord server. The way he threatens a GM call, he acts as if I am some huge threat. I have never harassed him or anyone.


    Also, I notice Kodii-Quetzalcoatl claims that the invite link to his linkshell's Discord hasn't been up in the linkshell message for a "long time". So 4 days is a "long time".....Hmmmmm. Me smells a little twisting of the truth. Below is a portion of a screenshot in which the Discord invite was in the linkshell message. It came from a screenshot of me in full dragoon AF gear while in my Mog Garden.


    I respond back to Kodii-Quetzalcoatl telling him I was not in his Discord server for his linkshell. I mention I've been playing videogames and my Asura character had been up during all this to sell stuff on the character itself. Then I call Kodii out on his claim to hate drama, but yet he is trying to start it.


    The false accusation of LS kickings

    For awhile it was still being said that I was kicking people from Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl's "SorCererHunters" linkshell. Occasionally I got nasty messages from those he knew. While I never quit, I did play other games more. But whenever I did come on, I did get hassled by Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl or someone he knew. It eventually died down.



    My Asura double

    For the heck of it in May 2020, I decided to create a Hannahmontana-Asura again. The extra character I had on Asura to help a friend had that name. But he quit and well.....I kinda wanted to start that one again so I could screenshot and keep track of its progress from the moment it was created. I had thoughts of going between Asura and Quetzalcoatl. I knew at times it would be confusing, but I figured, why not. So I re-created Hannahmontana-Asura at 4:27pm ET. So as of that moment I had 2 Hannahmontana characters. One on Quetzalcoatl and one on Asura.


    PEACE.....for awhile

    For quite awhile I played peacefully on Asura as Hannahmontana. Even dabbled with the one on Quetzalcoatl now and then. Then one day in mid-August 2020, I discovered that Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl was now on Asura, but as Serpentdragon-Asura.


    Here is a video to show the brief encounter on August 14, 2020. Right after I sent my first and only response, I easily figured out that Serpentdragon-Asura IS indeed Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl. Apparently he transferred to Asura. The way he says "Leave me alone", he acts like I'm the one bothering him. He's bullies me off and on for years. I was willing to forgive and move on and be a friend to him. I've never attacked him. Yet he says "Leave me alone" like I'm bothering him. So I guess just me existing bothers him.



    Encounter: Scarletwhiskers-Asura (character used by Serpentdragon-Asura)

    The next time Serpentdragon-Asura bothered me was on September 8, 2020. It was while I was talking to someone about Law And Order SVU. He was on another character he had, and likely just created, called Scarletwhiskers-Asura. He's claimed I can't shut up about the past, which he has 0 proof of. But yet he rages on about his past hatred of a select few. He's also essentially telling me I have to stay out of the "WarriorsOfValor" linkshell just because he is in it.

    I had no idea Serpentdragon-Asura was in that linkshell until he spoke earlier that day. When I noticed he was in it, I decided to stick around. Why? Easy! I'm sick of running and hiding at the sight of a bully. Besides I am adult enough to be in the same linkshell and not contribute to bs or pick at him.



    The next day on 9/9/2020 in "WarriorsOfValor" linkshell

    I was speaking to someone about limit break 3.  Serpentdragon-Asura flat out told them to not listen to me. I continued to talk to that person as if I saw nothing. In simple terms, I was acting like an adult.



    4 days later on 9/13/2020.....

    I got a random, but short, enraged tell from Serpentdragon-Asura.



    A few days later, while in a new LS..... (9/15/2020)

    I was in an LS, whose pearl I picked up the day before. I had it (then) in my number 1 linkshell slot which means anyone that checked my character could see what LS I was in. Well only what was in the first slot. Serpentdragon-Asura checked my character. Did nothing else. But a day later on the 15th here he goes into that linkshell and rambles on claiming I am following him from LS to LS. I continue talking on topic with others while completely ignoring the tirade by Serpentdragon-Asura.



    INTERESTING development

    One interesting development is I learned that alot of anger from PERSON-A was in large part due to Serpentdragon-Asura (then Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr aka Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl). Since PERSON-A was popular on that server and hated me because I chose a character name that she wanted.....it made sense for some to cozy up to her, feed the hatred. Perhaps get a good end game group by being in her good graces. She did tend to help those who hated me, quite alot.


    Serpentdragon-Asura (then Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr aka Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl) fed into the hatred alot. When bad shouts were made about me, he'd be right there to back it up. He kept much of it going. Him fueling it helped to keep it going worse and longer. People that liked him joined in on it with the belief and intention on having his back to stay on his good side. Some did it for any help he'd provide. Some even did it so he wouldn't do the same to them too.


    Some of those who helped to fuel the hate to stay in his good graces have come to me and apologize to me. I've accepted because they were sincere. Amazingly enough one of them was PERSON-A herself.



    Not once during the bullying.....

    That Serpentdragon-Asura (then Shadowdragon-Midgardsormr aka Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl) inflicted did I ever:

    1) Say anything untrue/false about him.

    2) Kicked him when he was down.

    3) Made fun of him.

    4) Backstabbed him.



    I haven't done anything to show I should be judged so harshly and accused of:  

    1. Causing & has history of drama.

    2. Kicking people from Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl's (now Serpentdragon-Asura on Asura server) "SorCererHunters" linkshell  to ruin it.

    3. Obsessed with the past.  

    4. Not moving on.


    Setting the record straight on a few things

    "Kicking people from a linkshell"  

    I am not guilty of what I am being accused of here by Serpentdragon-Asura. I never kicked anyone out of his SorCerHunters linkshell, when he was on Quetzalcoatl as Shadowdragon-Quetzalcoatl. Serpentdragon-Asura is either choosing to believe such based on hearsay (NO PROOF) or choosing to just say it himself for some reason. A friend saying "She did it" is not proof. A friend or acquaintance of his saying it and having others back it up is not proof. I have always been nice, kind, understanding, and honest with people. I've never done or said anything that would give anyone just cause to believe such things. Although I am sure he and friends of his will say otherwise. He because he is just that hateful. His friend.....because they want to have his back; right or wrong.


    "Not moving on." / "Obsessed with the past"  


    The only times I have brought it up was if it was necessary. It in no way means I have not moved on or am obsessed like Serpentdragon-Asura is saying. If someone mentioned an experience they had. I would be mentioning mine to help them feel better in knowing they are not alone.  


    "Causing & has history of drama."

    The only reason I "appear to" have a history of drama is because of what bullies have done to me in the past and because of how Serpentdragon-Asura is going around claiming a number of things. That and Serpentdragon-Asura, and those who choose to back him up, are choosing to say "She has a history of drama".




    Most of all I am baffled as to how someone bullies someone off and on for little over a decade and tries to get others involved and help do the same.


    Am I mad? No. Disappointed, yes. Not mad. I am very disappointed that Serpentdragon-Asura chose to make such a claim about me claiming I kicked people from his SorCererHunters linkshell and saying I have a history of drama. AND it is being spread around by those willing to listen to and believe those claims. Some people might not even give me a fair chance to know me, group with me, or be nice to me because of it. I have wondered if "new" things will be said to make it seem like what was said already to appear more true (even though it is false). It's also possible that Serpentdragon-Asura and/or whomever believes what lies he tells about me (that he paints as truth), could resort to photoshopping again to make it seem like I said and did things I never would. It's also possible he will continue to make false claims about me and have those he knows back it up. But I hope not. I won't constantly think about it.


    But hey, worst case scenario, if I have to, I'll solo as much as I can and appreciate a friendly face whenever I come upon one.  


    I know I am a good, kind, decent, honorable, loyal, and sweet person. Those who truly know me know that too and that's enough for me.




    For those of you reading this blog, do not confront Serpentdragon-Asura about this on my behalf. Do not harass or threaten him because of what he has said about me. Do not do to them what they did to me. NO ONE deserves to be harassed or bullied. They need to learn kindness and compassion; not hate, harassment, and bullying.  


    I'm not looking for an apology or attention. I just wanted to speak my side.


    I'm not going to obsess about this or bring it up every chance I get. I'm not going to be rude to or mistreat Serpentdragon-Asura or others involved. I won't backstab, seek vengeance, revenge, or start trouble for him. I will be the person I was raised to be which is kind, decent, honest (even if I am not treated that way)...... because that is how I want to be treated.  


    I do not wish Serpentdragon-Asura any harm or misfortune. My wish for him is that one day he makes a change for the better.


    This is all I will be saying on this. I am moving on.....


    To those who have been there for me and given me a chance, just know that I appreciate you very much.


    In the past when I was bullied, I would quit for awhile and come back. No more. Meaning..... I am here to stay and not going anywhere.  





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    I wore a mask with protective eye shields and a face shield. I used hand sanitizer often. I washed my hands whenever I could. I never touched my face without using hand sanitizer.


    I would strip down when I got home and was my clothes in hot water. I kept my social distance at all times. Some will say I went overboard on safety and caution.


    Even with all the precautions I took, I still got Coronavirus. It kicked my a**.

  3. I went to my local Regal theater. Totes excited to see Unhinged.


    I got a drink and popcorn. Classic movie food. As I got to my theater number, I stuck the straw from my drink under my mask. Some zit faced employee saw me. "You're not suppose to do that here", he said. "Mask wasn't off", I said. He told me I had to leave and he couldn't have me putting people's lives at risk. One man nearby told him to shut up and leave me alone. I went in the theater. I sat down. 


    Just before the previews started, the employee and a police officer came in. The police officer told me I was being asked to leave and if I said one word or tried to argue, I would be arrested. Totes overkill on the attitude!


    I got up quietly. As we left that theater, he told me I needed to sign some trespass thing. He said something about a year. I started to walk away. That employee shouted that it just turned to a lifetime ban. I kept walking . I left the building. I never even took my mask off!


    Totes crazy!

  4. I went to see a movie Friday night (8/21). Part of me was curious about how the new theater experience would be. I had my mask on. I got my ticket torn. I bought nachos and a drink. I went in the theater. I sat down as the previews started.


    It was nice that the theater wasn't crowded. I felt more relaxed. I pulled my mask down and had a few nachos. I wiped my mouth, had a sip of my drink, and pulled my mask back up.


    When the movie (Unhinged) started, I pulled my mask down and began nibbling. It was off for maybe a little over a minute. This woman at the far end of my row got up and stormed out. 


    About a few minutes later an employee came in and told me "Excuse me ma'am, but I'm going to have to ask you to leave or do I need to call the police?". I politely asked why I was being asked to leave since I was following rules. He told me he received a complaint I wasn't wearing my mask. I told him I pulled it down for a moment to have some nachos, which I was allowed to do as per their rules. He then said "If you do not leave now, I will have the police remove you.". I told him I would leave, but to give me a moment so I could pick up my concessions and dispose of them. He walked away.


    I got up. I grabbed my nachos and drink. I headed out and threw them away in the garbage before exiting that theater. When I did, I was greeted by that employee and another, whom was seemingly a manager. That one told me that he doesn't appreciate me giving his employee a hard time. I told him that all I did was tell him I only had my mask off for a moment to eat, which is allowed, but I'll still leave.  He pulled out his camera phone and took a picture of me. He told me I was banned for a year. He said he didn't care that I had my mask off for a minute to eat, called me a selfish b***h, and told me people like me are a threat to public safety. I then walked away. I didn't give him a chance to finish.


    As I exited I ran into my friend Chelsea. She asked if I was okay. I told her what happened. She told me that it was ridiculous how I was treated over just eating my concession food and the person complaining about me must have been a "mask extremist" that believes masks should never come off for any reason.


    As we were talking, that manager opened those doors I came out of a few minutes before. He shouted, "You were told to leave. If you are still here when the police get here, you'll be arrested.". I told Chelsea I would speak to her later. 


    I went back to my car and drove home.


    This whole incident disgusts me! I followed AMC's rules. I had my mask on the entire time except for when I was eating. That was allowed. But some mask nazi extremist seemed to have thought even a minute, without a mask to eat, was too much. The AMC employee that approached me handled the entire matter poorly. He overreacted over just me eating for barely over a minute. He acted like I was a threat when I tried to explain things to him.


    AMC Theaters just lost my business permanently. Until masks are no longer required, I won't be going to a theater.

  5. DISCLAIMIER: I wear masks when required. If they're not required, I just social distance. I am in no way saying masks cause CoronaVirus/COVID19. I am in no way saying people should not wear masks. I am merely stating my opinion and thoughts.


    I have come to notice that face masks are at the center of and seem to contribute to more problems than they solve and/or help prevent.


    Masked attacking the maskless

    Some people wearing masks have taken it upon themselves to attack those not wearing masks for one reason or another.  Many of them will claim it's about safety and being considerate of the health of others. How is it when the masked person gets up in the face of the maskless? Masks protect others from you, not you from them. Anyone who attacks anyone that isn't wearing a mask is a bully.

    Here's some examples of masked people attacking those without masks.


    https://twitter.com/ThatParentP4P/status/1289986255992680448 (video in tweet)

    "#MaskNazis are LUNATICS. This #Maskhole assaulted a minor in @Walmart. (Couldn’t help but notice that she touches the moist part of her mask twice & will now spread those #cooties all over the cart handle and everything else she touches in the store)"


    https://twitter.com/RitaPanahi/status/1292979863465279489 (video in tweet)

    Hey @VictoriaPolice was this arrest really over a mask? If so wouldn’t it be better to give her a mask than to employ these tactics?
    "Cleveland, Ohio - “Planet Fitness Security” is called in to speak with a woman caught exercising without a mask on, which she is supposed to be allowed to do! Gotta love the Planet Fitness security guard!"
    "Target today in Niles, IL. A mom and her three kids, all but one old enough to wear masks, refused to comply and they’re from Florida

    Do you think these a**h**es quarantined when they got to Illinois? Me neither. Internet do your thing! #MaskUp #COVID19"


    Maskless attacking the masked.

    I HATE wearing masks. Alot of people do. But just because someone hates masks and/or doesn't wear one does NOT give them the right to attack those who wear them or ask them to wear them. Attacking and bullying is ALWAYS wrong.

    Here's some examples of maskless attacking the masked and those who ask them to wear masks.


    https://twitter.com/WayneDupreeShow/status/1293861211604475905 (video in tweet)

    "This poor girl was clobbered with her hostess stand sign, her hair was ripped out by the root, and she had to get stitches ... all because she told a group of women they couldn't all sit together."


    Masks CAN help to contribute to getting CoronaVirus/COVID19 and other sicknesses.

    Look around you next time you head out. You see people picking up things to get a further look. Either out of curiosity or because they want to buy it. They touch their face to adjust their mask or glasses. One might touch their face to satisfy an itch. Someone might itch their head or scratch their nose. Or they come close to touching their face. The masked person would have just put so many germs on and near their face. The mask on their face, especially if they adjust it, can act as a breeding ground for germs right up in their face. Nice way to catch something.

    One way to help curb this is use hand sanitizer before and after everytime you touch your face.


    More anxiety among the maskless.

    Masked people keep attacking those who aren't masked for a number of reasons. There's lots of posts and videos online showing this. This creates alot of anxiety for those who can't/shouldn't wear masks due to a medical condition. It makes them fear being attacked and harassed since most masked will not care if someone has a medical condition or not.

    The masked will often attack those without masks in places where masks aren't required.

    Some people, mostly those with medical conditions, will get so anxious about being attacked by the masked that they will hardly go out.


    More anxiety among the masked.

    Alot of people whom are masked go through alot of anxiety when it comes to being around those who aren't masked. They get very fearful and afraid. One way to help that anxiety.....SOCIAL DISTANCE. Use hand sanitizer if you touch anything near them to put your minds at ease.


    To mask or not to mask

    If you don't wear a mask, you get attacked by those that do. Often shamed. If you wear a mask you get attacked, but not as often as it happens to the maskless by the masked. Either way, masked or unmasked, there's just way too much drama.



    I will wear one when required. If masks aren't required, then I will just social distance.

    Places I will refuse to wear a mask.....

    1) on my own property; outside and in my own home.

    2) while actively working out regardless of location.

    3) sitting down in a restaurant eating.

    (all of which doesn't go against area mask mandates)

  6. I was waiting for a bus today and all. It was peaceful until this one woman in nurse scrubs walking by began to attack this maskless man! She kicked him and shouted at him, "What the f**k is wrong with you! Wear a f**king mask you n**g*r!". Just before this, the man was wearing a mask, but part of it broke. He was looking for a spare in his bag. Head facing down. He told her to chill out because he was looking for a spare.
    This off duty nurse continued to verbally attack him telling him to hurry up or she'd kick his a** for all those out there that will get Coronavirus because of him. A friend of this masked psycho caught up to her and told her to calm down, "Just chill Cynthia.". The nurse snapped back at her own friend telling her to shut up and all. She went on about how she is a frontline hero in the Coronavirus pandemic and she has every right to get on someone's case, stay on them until a mask is on their face. If I remembered to charge my phone, I would have recorded this.
    When the man did find his spare mask and put it on, he said to her "Heroes are kind and helpful. You are no frontline hero.". The psycho nurse's friend gave him a thumbs up behind her back. They both walked away.

    If you live in the New York area and all, watch out for a nurse named Cynthia with short black hair above shoulder. She weighs about 300lbs. She has a small scar on her left cheek just below her eye. Steer clear of this extreme mask nazi!

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    Where do I begin. I so think this is a good starting point. This is sort of a follow up to a blog by @CaptainVG313 and the comments following it.

    The same bully stalking her, is so doing the same to me!


    This woman, who is so referred to as SCS in @CaptainVG313's blog, is posting conversations I seem to have had with her band of followers. These conversations never happened! Somehow this SCS is getting these guys to feel bad for her and help her with some faking and photoshopping. What I think happened is she sent those messages herself or had someone do it. Then had them so slap my profile circle bubble over the real sender and my name at top over whoever actually sent it. So my theory and I think it is correct!












    I figured out the two people were that so helped her pull these messages off.



    I so took notice of something with these two Instagram accounts: "adultvideoes" and "virtual_.meme".


    Both "adultvideoes" and "virtual_.meme" so click "like" on alot of this SCS woman's slander against @CaptainVG313, @Avenger K, and another one. I so hope you got a pot of coffee on. I got so much to show.
















    So take a moment here! The same two accounts, "adultvideoes" and "virtual_.meme" ,  tell this SCS I am saying all this bullsh*t are the same two that have been liking alot of the slander against @CaptainVG313, @Avenger K, and another. This so speaks volumes!


    There is something else I so want to point out. Take a look at what I was made to look like I said. See "Petulant".



    Now look at this. I do not use the word "Petulant". SCS does. It is so used in the same tone in the message that she is making it look like I sent.



    This so shows that SCS is actively working hard to attack, slander, defame @CaptainVG313 and those she fails to turn against her. This SCS knows I am so not @CaptainVG313 but I think she says I am hoping I will ditch her as a friend or blame her. So manipulative of a bully tactic.


    So sad she is using people like "adultvideoes" and "virtual_.meme" to help her with her slander and defame quest.


    Seeing how manipulative SCS is and what she is doing, it shows how obsessed she is. I think it so p**ses SCS off that @CaptainVG313 is sticking around and not going away, because it so makes her look bad for bullying someone that doesn't bother her.

  7. One thing I have noticed with bullying, both mild and severe forms, is that some bullies will resort to subtext instead of mentions. Subtext is a way someone can talk about someone or something without making a specific mention.


    Often times it is done just enough so the victim knows it's about them and maybe a few close friends of the bully.

    The common purpose of this is to provoke the victim into

    1) Doing or saying something that the bully can use to make the victim look bad

    2) Doing something the bully can use to take action against them to further their own false victim card.

    3) Lashing out so the lies the bully tells look even more true.

    4) Doing something that makes the victim look like the aggressor and the bully appear to be the victim.


    Another nefarious purpose of a bully subtexting, is to create hatred regarding those they just don't like, or want to eventually hurt.

    Now, how does a bully do this?

    1) Lurking their social media and making vague comments about what they see. The kind that will stir up hate and possibly animosity regarding the subject. That which the bully will be vague about.

    2) Post pics of what their victim has said, while blocking out what identifies them. Then saying what they need to in order to try and make it seem like what the victim said is about them. Usually accompanied by ranting and complaining for effect.

    3) Makes comments about the victim regarding their looks and things about them. Just enough so the victim knows it is about them. This is to get those close to them (the bully) disgusted with the subject of their complaint/rant.


    Subtext is also used for the bully to, in a way, control their victim and affect what they do and how.

    What the bully hopes to accomplish?

    1) The victim changes what they do, even though nothing is wrong with it, in order to avoid hurtful remarks by the bully.

    2) The victim posts less to deter the bully from subtexting them.

    3) The victim interacts less online to almost not at all.

    4) The victim changes what they post about.

    The fact of the matter is, bullies will do what bullies do regardless of what you do. They just change how they do it. So why not just continue to do what you like to do regardless of what they do. Atleast then you retain some normalcy and happiness. Plus it makes you better equipped to handle things emotionally and mentally. That's what I do.


    With enough subtext over time in the manner above, the bully creates enough hatred and annoyance with the subject being spoken of vaguely. This is so when the bully identifies their subject, those who have read the subtext will have enough hatred and frustration so that if they choose to "check out" the victim, they will misjudge even the most innocent things. This is so it is harder for those checking out the victim to see that they truly aren't the problem. Also to make it harder to see the bully for who they are.


    As to why bullies subtext their victims and decide to, there's a variety of reasons. But whatever the reason, the longer the bully keeps it up, the worse and more obsessed, they look.

  8. *Miyana's apartment*

    -Miyana enjoyed a good relaxing bath. She took care in re-wrapping her arm as she got ready to go out. As she was about to head to her closet, she noticed she received a text from Nick.-

    Nick Provenz (text): "How's the arm?"

    Miyana (text): "Very sore."

    Nick Provenz (text): "When I see you later, let me take a look at it."

    Miyana (text): "Sure."

    -Miyana put her phone down on her bed as she went in her closet. She picked up this box at the top of her closet. In it contained a dress she had made for this very occasion. It was a dress that looked exactly like the one Amidala woreon her retreat to her home planet of Naboo. Just as she placed the box on her bed, she received another text from Nick.-

    Nick Provenz (text): "Make sure to rest before you get ready."

    Miyana (text): "I'm getting ready now. I made this beautiful dress that looks like one of Amidala's outfits she wore on Naboo."

    Nick Provenz (text): "I am sure you will be beautiful."

    Miyana (text): "Thank you <3."

    -Miyana put her phone down on her pillow. Then she began to get ready. She dried her hair with a hair drier while having the towel wrapped around her. Once it was dry, she began to do her hair, by adding a little wave to it and putting the top up up a little bit. Then she did  her make up. Right after she put the dress on, Miyana's phone rang. It was Nick.-

    Miyana (phone call): "Hey Nick."

    Nick Provenz (phone call): "Are you still at home? Have you left yet?"

    Miyana (phone call): "I'm still at home. I just finished getting ready."

    Nick Provenz (phone call): "I am off patrol. I am in your area and on my way to the movie theatre. Would you like a ride?"

    Miyana (phone call): "Sure. I would appreciate that."

    Nick Provenz (phone call): "Alright. See you in a few minutes."

    -Miyana hung up her cell phone. She then went back to her closet to pick out a purse. She put her phone, keys, and wallet in it. Then heard a knock at her door. She went to her door to answer it. It was Nick. Her face lit up as she invited him in for a moment.-

    Nick Provenz: "You look...beautiful."

    Miyana: "Thank you. Come in. I have something for you."

    -Nick came in and followed Miyana to her kitchen.-

    Miyana: "Close your eyes."

    -Miyana reaches into the fridge and took out a can of Surge soda. A soda she knew was nick's favorite, but was in scarce supply. She went towards Nick.-

    Miyana: "You're going to love me for this. Now.....Open your eyes."

    -Nick opened his eyes.-

    Nick Provenz (without thinking): "I already do....."

    -Miyana noticed him gazing into her eyes. He wasn't even looking at the can of Surge soda she had for him. She placed it gently on the counter as he stepped closer. Without saying another word, Nick leaned in to kiss Miyana. After they were done.....-

    Miyana: "Wow. That was.....wonderful."

    Nick Provenz: "I have wanted to do that for a long time."

    Miyana: "Me too."

    -Nick then noticed the can of Surge soda.-

    Miyana: "This is for you, and the other 23 cans in the fridge when you want them. I saw them last week when I was out of town and thought of you."

    -Nick took the can of Surge from her just as his phone rang.-

    Nick Provenz (phone): "I'm with my girlfriend now."

    Nick Provenz (phone): "Are you sure I have enough time?"

    Nick Provenz (phone): "Thank you."

    -Nick hung up the phone.-

    Nick Provenz: "I hope it wasn't too soon to....."

    Miyana: "Of course not. All I can say is, it's about time."

    Nick Provenz: "We have some time, not much. Would you like to have dinner with me?"

    Miyana: "Very much so."

    -Nick picked up his can of Surge as they left Miyana's apartment. Nick opened the door to his police vehicle for Miyana, like a gentleman. Once he got in, they were on their way.-.....

  9. I know, I know. This isn't exactly a new universe being discussed today, but it is the subject of massive hype lately. I am talking the FF7 Remake, which I have just played. The mechanics of this game is very different from the original. It's more action oriented than the 1997 version. And the major minus here is you can no longer rename the characters, something an old time RPGer like me liked to do. This has been my biggest complaint of the recent FF's, post-10. The customization options for these games are systematically being removed in favor of a movie-like experience. That being said, however, the fact that the main story is more or less the same means I spent less time trying to figure things out. Even the first boss of the game was somewhat familiar to beat. It does look visually stunning. What sticks in my craw, however, is the fact that they broke this into parts and a person will be spending $60 for each part(in my case, it was $79.99 because of the mini-soundtrack and art book.) It's an okay remake, but in my opinion, it really only caters to the player who have never played the first six FF's, let alone be alive when those games came out. Make your choice accordingly here. 

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    Today in New York City the plastic bag ban went into effect. Alot of people spoke out about it on Twitter. Some for, some against. I saw a few mature debates. A few people were pointing out these biodegradable bags seen on Chewy.com for those who have to pooper scooper after their dogs.
    But this one person in particular had caught my eye. This man was trying to pick a fight with someone that was politely telling him how she puts her plastic bags to use. Some ideas I thought of as decent for those who choose to use plastic bags.
    I can respect anyone's opinion, but when someone comes across as pushy, I cannot . He even accused this woman of trying to fight him, when all she did was state how she puts her plastic bags to use. A more mature response for him would have been him simply telling her there are alternatives and she could choose or not choose to use them.
    I thought it ended there. It didn't. This man trolled the timelines of one of the people that didn't agree with him.
    He attempts to make a showcase of this gentleman in hopes others would pounce upon him as well. He tries to make the entire conversation appear to be different than what it was.
    This was another response to that woman this man kept pushing and poking at.
    I will agree with her. He was a bit degrading. He accused her of fighting and he is trying to make the conversation look different on his timeline. Also, he's coming across as a bit of a drama junkie.
    I've also seen other similar situations. Atleast 4 in the last hour alone in regards to this plastic bag ban. I understand people wanting to cut down on plastics, but I am noticing a disturbing trend of harassment and pressure by a majority of those that are for the ban. If some of these people wanting others to listen more, there is something called manners and being polite.
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    Yesterday I was suppose to get a Nintendo Switch that I ordered from Amazon. I didn't get it. I thought it would be at my door when I got home. Later last night when I checked my email, i saw that Amazon said it was delivered.


    Right then I decided to look through my video surveillance recording of when I was out. I found the thief!


    My next door neighbor was the one that stole it. I thought I would resolve this peacefully. I knocked on their door. The wife answered. She told me her 2 kids were playing it and asked if I was really that much of a b***h to take it away from 2 kids. I told her I know she stole it from my front porch. She told me to run along or she'd cut me up!


    So I went back to my house to call the police. When they got here, the woman told them she bought it for her kids and I had no proof. Soni showed the police the surveillance video, proof of purchase. After some checking, the police confirmed she had stolen my package and she was arrested. She got riled up as the police handcuffed her saying it's my fault she will lose work and won't be able to pay rent. She went on how it's my fault her kids won't have a place to go. My only response was what I said to the arresting officer "She chose to steal and threaten me, the fault is hers".


    I found out this morning that the owner of that house she was renting is going to work on an eviction. Her arrest last night was the final nail in the coffin.

  10. Besides the power of immortality, the immortal legends have extra ordinary powers. One of them being telekinesis (to an extent). Another; the extraordinary ability to heal. Also the ability to control electricity and its power (to an extent) and the forces of natures (to an extent). Once the female reaches age 18 and the male reaches 35, the aging process literally stops. The immortal legends in this story are able to summon a pair of angelic-like wings at will.


    Ashlyn Kenner found out she was one of the immortal 2 when she was just 6 years old. A being known as Black Midnight had come to her to tell her what she was and expressed the importance that it would not be wise for anyone to know unless they had to. After all, wouldn’t she want close to a normal life?


    Ashlyn lives in a town called Prezing, Florida on the east coast; about half way down the state. She was an only child. She had a wonderful mother, but an alcoholic father. Started when she was 10 years old. What lay in store for her? What would her eternity in life be like? Only time would tell.

  11. In the year 2089 AD in the month of March, the World Space Exploration Federation formed. The United States, Russia, China, Japan, and many other countries joined the newly found organization. A number of years later, even the country of Iran joined. Those within the WSEF worked together in a joint effort to take space exploration a step further with technology that would allow those on the planet reach other worlds. More powerful telescopes were built. Plans to colonize other worlds were being made.


    In 2094 AD a scientist by the name of Anthony Blacktone discovered a planet in a solar system far away from their own. One of which he name Fujon. In 2095 AD a branch of the WSEF came in contact with an alien race known as the Delarien. Very few knew of their existance. The only ones that knew were a select few within the United States Military Force. The Delarien’s were from the planet of Delar in the Telthun Solar System from the Andromeda galaxy.


    In 2098 a scientist Stephen Jackson began work on the first hyper warp drive engine with technological assistance from the Delarien’s. With this technology, the people of Earth would surely have the means to venture out into the stars.


    In 2099 AD the United States and China being at odds over who was to head the production of the Hyper Warp Drive Engine and who would have exclusive rights over this new found technology. China argues that they should have exclusivity because of all the past technological advances they’ve contributed to the world. The United States argues that the rights should go to all those within the WSEF.


    World War III got out of control. Nukes were fired. Atom bombs were used. Many many lives were lost. After a few months, a cease fire was called. But it was too late. The persistent use of nukes, atom bombs, and various chemical weapons put such a strain on the environment that it had become unlivable. Humans were forced to live in cities underground or domed cities above ground.


    Despite all that has happened with World War III and the deterioration of Earth’s environment, the Hyper Warp Drive Engine was completed by scientist Stephen Jackson in 2105 AD. A man by the name of Thalius Hawking was picked to test out this device in a space ship first. To everyone’s delight, the testing went well. He then became known as a hero, giving courage to all those on Earth of one day venturing to a new world. Upon which the mass production of several vessels were made. To celebrate this magnificent feet and a new beginning in space exploration, a new calendar was adopted.; SD. SD for Space Date.


    Elyria was born in the year 13 SD in the domed city of Palthom to Thalius Hawking and his wife Rena. When she was a mere 7 years old she learned she was different from all others she had come to know. A mystical being known as Drakor guided her for the first year of knowing what she was, after that she was left to fend for herself but not before being told there was another like her.


    Arumar was born on the doomed world of Delar. From a very young age he was trained to be the best of the best for the Delarian army. He was hardcore and showed no mercy. He trained hard and he trained well. He was 5 years old when he found out what he was. He took it quite well and decided to make the most of it. He was told there was another like him, but nothing more than that. As to if and when these immortal two would meet…. who knows. Now begins the story of Immortal Legends: Version 7……

  12. In the world of Ulgothe there is 2 different realms: The Realm of Light and the Realm of Darkness.


    In the Realm of Darkness, the Velarien Kingdom was the kingdom that reigned over all. It’s ruler was an evil being known as King Malgore of the shadow elves. His son, Prince Valynn was the crowned prince and next in line to rule the kingdom and reign over the Realm of Darkness.


    For the Realm of Light, it was the Kingdom of Felgarde that was the reigning kingdom. It’s ruler was a strong, and stubborn, man known as King Hydalgo. He had the best royal army out of all the kingdoms in the world of Ulgothe. One of his favorite soldiers was a young beautiful female paladin known as Lilyana.


    When Lilyana was only 7 years old she found out from a being known as Xarien what she was; one of the immortal two. She was in disbelief at first, but after a lengthy simple explanation, Xarien got through to her. To her dismay, Xarien revealed that the other like her was of pure evil in the Realm of Darkness.


    Prince Valynn found out what he was when he was a mere age of 10 from Xarien. He urged the young prince to become a just ruler so one day he and the other like him could fight side by side against evils greater than those from the Realm of Darkness. Sadly Prince Valynn didn’t take to Xarien’s idea too well and kept along the path of evil…..

  13. Ashelynn (nicknamed Ashe) Jameson was 7 years old when she first figured out she wasn’t an ordinary girl. A being of vast and great power known as Gestore. For 2 years Ashelynn had wondered who the mysterious person was that occasionally appeared to her as if he was watching over her like a guardian angel. Her best friend Larry was with her when she learned of who and what she was. Gestore expressed the importance of why he must keep this a secret from all he knew. for if he uttered a word, his life and that of his friend Ashelynn would never be the same.


    When Ashelynn was 11 years old she learned that there was another like her, but was saddened to learn he was evil by nature. “In time you might come across the other like yourself and come to know him by what many call him…’the Fireghost’.”. is what Gestore told her. He warned her to be careful when crossing his path. Ashelynn had asked if there was a chance that one day he, the Fireghost could be turned to the side of good so they could combat the evils of the universe together. She was told it was highly unlikely, but still hoped someday it could happen.


    Ashelynn’s first encounter with the Fireghost was on her 12th birthday. He appeared in the form of a firey apparition. At first Ashelynn thought it was part of a prank her best friend Larry was playing on her, but when she got a feeling of extreme uneasiness, she knew something wasn’t right. Off and on it kept appearing to her in that form. Never saying anything, never doing anything. Just there.. watching… as if waiting for the right moment to make its move…..


    Now begins Immortal Legends version 4!

  14. Kimber and Jaxon have been best friends since they met at a party her mother attended to welcome a few new neighbors to the neighborhood. They were next door neighbors and 4 years apart in age, but nonetheless, they were the best of friends. On Kimber’s 8th birthday is when she found out who and what she was. Jaxon was happy for her, but at the same time disappointed since Kimber would go on living long after he would pass on. But to Jaxon’s amazement, he turned out to be the 2nd immortal one of legend. Knowing he would spend eternity with his best friend made him happier than a Make-A-Wish kid on Christmas.


    Over the next few years, both Jaxon and Kimber trained their newfound abilities together. As they did, they grew closer as best friends. Jaxon had begun to develop feelings for Kimber. Alas, he was afraid to tell her. What if she thought it was just because of what she was…what he was? Unbeknownst to Jaxon, Kimber felt the same way. Only time would tell what would happen with these two and all that would come forth.


    Together, Kimber and Jaxon will face many great trials and tribulations, many evils, and most off all while trying to have a normal life…..

  15. When Kiara Drake was only 5 years old she learned of her powers and abilities from a being known only as White Lion to a select few. She was in great disbelief at first for she was only a mere child at the time. Through various events and visits throughout that year, she came to understand a little of what lay ahead for her. She also learned there was another like her out there somewhere, but was never told who. She always wondered.


    When she was 13 years old, Kiara had her first battle using her powers with 3 mysterious creatures that she spotted at the river bank near her home. They looked similar to the Tengu Warriors from the first Power Rangers movie except their beaks were shorter. It was during her first battle that her best friend Rick figured out the secret she had been keeping all this time. He always wondered why she periodically had to go just for “no reason”.


    Christmas day of 2015 was her first encounter with this strange being that looked like a cross between the orcs from Lord of the Rings and vampires from various stories and movies she has seen, had appeared. It just watched her. It stood there just watching her as if almost it was entranced. This happened again on a few occasions. Shortly there after these beings similar to that creature, known as Vampyro kept coming around. They never stuck around for very long. She always wondered why. Soon, she was about to find out…..

  16. Tonight SA was enjoying a new episode of Law And Order: Special Victims Unit. She made a simple statement of what the episode is about. It centers on abortion. A 13 year old girl named Evangeline runs away from home to go to New York City to get an abortion because she was raped by her step father. BT1960 took it upon herself to attack SA over the simple statement of what the episode centered around.




    I took it upon myself to defend SA. I feel like I was justified. BT1960 replied to me claiming she doesn't judge anyone and says I shouldn't judge her. But what did she do to SA just over stating what an episode was about? She put herself in a position to be judged when she took it upon herself to attack without thinking.


    I flat out told her she lacked integrity if she didn't delete her tweet and apologize. I meant it and I stand by it. How BT1960 came at SA attacking her was uncalled for. Especially when SA was stating what a tv show episode centered around.



    If you look at the bio of BT1960, you will see it says "Football nerd/Catholic/ND Fan/Cubs Fan  My own girl/Sarcastic Smartass/#MeToo/Sexual Assault Survivor and Advocate". She claims to be a sexual assault survivor, but attacks one online. All over SA stating what the Law and Order SVU episode was about.




    The very behavior of this woman puts her in a very bad position to be judged very poorly due to her own actions.


    She puts herself in a position to be judged

    1) and asked if she really is a sexual assault victim/survivor and advocate. I am in no way saying she is not. I am just saying she puts herself in a position to be questioned if she really is because

    ----------A) she attacks another sexual assault survivor.

    ----------B) she blindly attacks SA telling her she has no right to comment in response to her (SA) tweet over what an episode  of Law and Order SVU centered around.

    ----------C) shouldn't victim advocates exercise patience and not fly off the handle over something as simple as stating what a TV show episode is about?

    2) she claims she doesn't judge anyone, but yet she harshly judged SA over stating what a TV show episode centered upon.

    3) attacked SA out of the blue.

    4) she tried to play herself off as a victim in this when she was clearly the aggressor.

    5) as petty and childish. While I believe people have a right to block someone on social media, the reason BT1960 blocked me was because

    ----------A) she knew I was right about her behavior and wanted to try and avoid incriminating herself and/or

    ----------B) she knew she was wrong in how she approached SA and wanted to hide from it so she could play the victim in this and/or

    ----------C) she can't handle anyone simply calling out her bad behavior.



    If BT1960 attempts to say any of the above was altered /photoshopped or deletes the tweets and tries to act as if what she said never took place................I have proof that can't be denied.

    PROOF: http://archive.is/4Fkiw



    BT1960 behaved very poorly at the end of last night. Based on her actions and what she proclaims to be, I have every right to call her a hypocrite. She also behaved liked a bully. In closing I will say this, BT1960 needs to learn to look before she leaps and try to be more respectful to others.

  17. Late on Sunday October 14, 2019, I was enjoying a friend ("PersonA") of mine's tweets regarding the show 9-1-1. There was a short period of time when she stopped tweeting. I assumed she was tending to her pet. I then notice someone ("PersonB") had sent her a rather nasty tweet regarding a tweet she made about a character ("CharacterA") upon the show. "PersonB" had referred to her as "r**a*ded" and she should have been aborted. I refreshed the screen after walking my dog. I noticed that the actor ("ActorA") of "CharacterA" had responded to "PersonB's" tweet  regarding "PersonA's" tweet about "CharacterA". "ActorA's" response  was 3 laughing smilies. It sickened me that "ActorA" thought it was funny that "PersonB" called "PersonA" a r**a*d that should have been aborted. I was getting ready to report the converasation, but I end up with an error. Sure enough "PersonB" and "ActorA" deleted their tweets. So, evidence of this attack was completely gone. I thought, perhaps, maybe they both realize what they did and deleted because they knew they were wrong. I highly doubt "PersonA" even saw it. So I decided to let it go as I watched the Twitter pages for "ActorA" and "PersonB".



    A small bit later I noticed that "PersonB" quoted a tweet by "PersonA" while tagging "ActorA". "PersonB" was telling "ActorA" that "PersonA" was dissing him.  "ActorA" responded in a way that gave the impression he thought "PersonB" was being funny. There is nothing funny about attacking another or trying to get someone attacked. "PersonB" came across strongly as he was hoping fans of "ActorA" and his character ("CharacterA") would attack "PersonB" over their opinion of a TV show character. In no way was "PersonA" attacking "ActorA".


    Had "ActorA" not put the laughing smiley after "Bit harsh". I would have assumed "ActorA" was defending "PersonA" to "PersonB". But here it impresses that "ActorA" thinks "PersonB" is funny".



    I had responded to the tweet by "ActorA". Almost immediately, he had deleted his tweet.


    At first I thought maybe "ActorA" realized how it came across. Then I remembered how he had deleted his laughing smilies to the horrible tweet "PersonB" sent "PersonA" earlier, in which he told "PersonA" she was r**a*ded and should have been aborted. Part of me wanted to bring that up, but part of me thought it was a bad idea considering both "PersonB" and "ActorA" deleted those tweets and erased evidence it ever took place.



    "PersonB" took it upon himself to approach me in an attacking manner. Had it not been for the first sentence, I would have simply responded to him informing him that regardless of intent, he came across a particular way.


    Behavior by "PersonB" after this tweet strongly indicates that he was feeding me a line of bullsh*t here. Part of me wanted to bring up the actual initial interaction I witnessed between him an "ActorA"



    "PersonB" took it upon himself to take to his Twitter page to complain about the matter in a way that implies he is attempting to play the victim card. One person's ("PersonD") response makes it clear as to why "PersonB" has selectively deleted some tweets and is attempting to make himself to be the victim. So that way others coming upon his plight, would  be more likely to believe however he chooses to portray the matter.


    A few people ("PersonC", "PersonD", and "PersonE") took it upon themselves to coddle this rather childish behavior.



    "PersonA" thanked me for defending her. To which, "ActorA" had responded. My response was simple and asking that he understand that making light of an attack on another is never okay.


    Part of me had wanted to tell him off and point out that using laughing emojis with sarcasm to an attack on another is nowhere near an apology. But because he had deleted his tweet, that he had claimed was an apology, onlookers might take a brief look at the above and get the impression that "ActorA" is being targeted. I doubt this was his intent, but he does need to be careful how he comes across.



    With this tweet, and how it was worded, it indicates that "PersonB's" intent was to act as if I was "after" him in some manner. In the above tweet I had shown, I was merely making a point to "ActorA". I was not rambling on like a spoiled child.


    "PersonE", whom was one of those whom only saw what "PersonB" wanted them to see, decided to back up "PersonB" in his fabricated claim that what he said was not an attack.



    At first, I thought this was purely an innocent bystander chiming in based on purely what wasn't deleted by "ActorA" and "PersonB". Which made the matter look different. But what disturbs me is how she downplays "ActorA's" laughing at the attack on "PersonA". That "ActorA" making light of an attack on "PersonA" was rude and uncalled for. Hardly light hearted. I did not want to respond saying such and chalked it up to this person being a devoted fan of "ActorA's"  "CharacterA" . Often times devoted fans have a hard time as seeing their idol as less than flawless.


    I thought I would leave "PersonF" to their thoughts. One of the reasons I am showing this tweet is due further communication from this individual after this.



    A few thoughts did pop into my mind. If "ActorA" was truly laughing at people's reactions to his charter's ("CharacterA") reaction, then why didn't he respond to "PersonA's" tweet directly? First she says "PersonB's" tweet was not an attack. But in speaking about "ActorA", she indirectly refers to "PersonB's" tweet as an attack.


    As I have previously stated, the way "ActorA" responded was very indicative of him praising "PersonB's" attack upon "PersonA". This one is coming across as one of those devoted fan types as I mention regarding the previous tweet.



    "PersonB" overdramatizing upon his Twitter timeline. Highly likely due to the drama he started and had stirred.


    Being he had used the hashtag for the show 9-1-1, perhaps he was hoping for a few onlookers upon his timeline and others to be on his side regarding the trouble he had stirred.



    This is the Twitter DM I had received from "PersonF". Apparently, and likely, due to lack of engagement with her borderline trolling, she took it upon herself to attack me. She uses the fact we differ in political beliefs to excuse the behavior of "PersonB" and "ActorA". I would hardly call "ActorA" making light of an attack by "PersonB" upon "PersonA" harmless engagement.



    At this point, I had decided to block this individual. I would have before, but I do not block over devoted fan behavior. Attacks, yes.



    I will admit that I did report "PersonB"on Twitter. The explanation I gave was "an attack upon an individual with the intent to cause further harm in hopes others would attack as well". I did not think Twitter would react so quickly. But I am glad that they had.


    Hopefully "PersonB" will cool off and stop targeting people whom are not fans of "CharacterA".



    Another person ("PersonG") approaches me and defends "PersonB" acting as if he did no wrong. Also, in defense of "ActorA" making light of an attack on "PersonA" by "PersonB".Always the tool of the troll is to call someone delusional and lie with a claim of arguing too much.


    Highly likely this person is a random fanboy of "CharacterA". A rather hyper one twisting the situation to make "ActorA" out to be some helpless victim.


    I am completely disgusted with "ActorA". Mostly because what he claims to have been an apology, was him making light of an attack by "PersonB" upon "PersonA". Also because he claims he was asking "that not to happen". In no way did he do so. If what he erased was what he said, why delete it?


    I have come to notice that when it comes to "CharacterA" a wide majority (not all, but alot) of his fans will attack those whom are not fans of "CharacterA", even if they are fans of "ActorA", whom plays "CharacterA". If I chose to post everything, or even half, of attacks on non-fans of "CharacterA", I would be writing this blog until Christmas.


    Why do the actors not do or say anything about their fans attacking non fans? By doing nothing and saying nothing, they are enabling this horrendous behavior and putting forth the image that they're okay with it. I am in no way saying any actor should confront a bully or a troll. What I am saying is a generalized statement stating something is not okay, can go a long way. Also by doing and saying nothing, the "rabid fans" continue to attack non-fans under the belief that the actor is okay with such behavior. And, in a way, this is a form of censorship which implies "If you do not like my character, I'll sit back and watch my fans attack you until you do.".



    Update#1: 1:30am ET on 10/21/2019:  https://www.derwillezurmacht.com/blogs/entry/82-toxicity-within-fanbases-9-1-1/?do=findComment&comment=685

    Update#2: 7:48pm ET on 10/23/2019: https://www.derwillezurmacht.com/blogs/entry/82-toxicity-within-fanbases-9-1-1/page/3/?tab=comments#comment-699

    Update#3: 9:38pm ET on 10/23/2019: https://www.derwillezurmacht.com/blogs/entry/82-toxicity-within-fanbases-9-1-1/?do=findComment&comment=700

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    At my high school, we have metal detectors. We have to empty our pockets, backpacks, and purses. We get searched too. Everything gets checked. With school shootings becoming common, it is understandable. But to what extent? How far is too far?


    When my friend Brooke was being checked, one of the school security officers took it upon herself to read parts of her journal with a fellow officer beside her. She got chastised for saying she loved seeing the 3 From Hell movie with her Foster mother. She was told, infront of nearby students, that she has a sick mind to enjoy watching people being brutally murdered. Those nearby, not seeing her journal, but overheating that jerk of a security officer, teased and bullied her for the next week by calling her a future school shooter!


    One time when going to school, a male security officer held up tampons that he found in my backpack. He made a very cray cray comment Saying tampons imply that I am sexually free!


    One kid got escorted to the principal's office and suspended for 2 days because a security officer found a picture of He-man holding a sword up high. It was deemed a potential threat.


    I am all for school safety. But I think school security should stop humiliating us high schoolers of petty bullsh*t and stick to doing their jobs!

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    Two days ago I had a Twitter DM conversation with a man that blocked my friend M---y. I thought it was accidental. It happens. It turned out to be anything but. The entire DM conversation is below. Due to the no "naming and shaming" rule, I have blotched out names, personal photos, and chat identities. I have confirmed with 3 admins that all that is shown below is authentic.



    I approached this person believing the blocking of my friend @s-----------0 (M---y) was accidental. Then @i--c---------r tells me he received "very very" disturbing message that my friend M---y had written. He says that in them M---y was bullying his friend L---a. I have known M---y for a long time. She is kind, sweet, patient, understanding and would never bully or be hurtful to anyone. This man @i--c---------r is friends with the same people spoken of here: https://www.derwillezurmacht.com/blogs/entry/52-my-own-bullying-experience-part-2/, minus the woman with the autistic kid. She has no association with this man or his actions. I knew this and M---y knew this, but she didn't want to judge him based on a few of his friends being bullies. It is obvious who passed on the lied about M----y to him.





    It is quite obvious that @i--c---------r chose to believes those lies that were sent to him. Not once did he attempt to try and talk to M---y.
    Not once did he stop and think about any of the following.
    1. All the pleasant interactions he and M---y had.
    2. All the nice interactions on M---y's twitter timeline.
    3. How respectful and understand M---y has been with him and others.
    4. All the attacks on the timelines of those he is friends with that have stalked, harassed, and bullied M---y.
    @i--c---------r just chose to blindly believe these people who are frequently nasty to others. These same people who will turn against those who won't turn a blind eye and outlive their use.

    The way @i--c---------r responds to me is very telling. It's a "it's no big deal" impression. Considering the claims he was making, odd isn't it.





    I offer @i--c---------r the blog my friend M---y wrote regarding the people that turned against her unjustly and have been bullying, stalking, and harassing her. He, very easily, brushes it off. She never talked about its contents after posting it.
    Then @i--c---------r claims to have proof M---y was using a parody account to attack and bully others. Not once did @i--c---------r offer up this so called proof he said he had.

    I made a point to @i--c---------r about @e----m raging about that blog on her Twitter timeline. Considering no names were mentioned in that blog, what does it show besides guilt.





    I continue to make my point to @i--c---------r about how these friends of his have abused M---y. I point out he turns a blind eye to attacks on others via their own Twitter timelines.

    Right after I make my good and valid point, @i--c---------r decides to say he was given the IP address of M---y's computer. I continue to defend her saying she'd never attack anyone.





    I continue to defend my friend M---y. This @i--c---------r claims to have "irrefutable proof!". Not once did he offer anything up to prove his claims. He didn't even try to send me what he was sent that made M---y look so bad. He just gets annoyed that I don't sway his way on the claims. To me, this is very fishy.





    Here, @i--c---------r acknowledges that M---y had been nice to him. One plus for him. Atleast he acknowledged that. I then tell him that it is possible to forge a computer IP address. People can lie about it. People can photoshop screenshots taken. People can have their friends back up their lies. People can forge the data, pass it off to a few who ask very few questions so they have some back up. Strength in numbers.

    It seems that @i--c---------r is acknowledging that IP addresses can be forged. Just right after he claims they can't be. Now, which is it?





    I make a point to @i--c---------r that he was given false data. I also make a point how M---y is a good person and has shown she's a good person, but he chooses to believe different without questioning it.
    Then @i--c---------r tries to get the subject changed by saying he had his life hacked, but I chose to stay on topic. But I chose to stay on topic and point out how he is defaming M---y's character.

    Generally speaking, when someone tries to suddenly change the subject, it is because their BSing is showing, might show, and/or is getting them nowhere.





    After my point about how he is defaming M---y's character, @i--c---------r claims he had it researched by a private investigator. I make good points and he is now getting very "cagey" as he makes a bold claim.





    Then @i--c---------r says he hired a private investigator with his own money to "check out all these sick people". Wait a minute, I thought he said M---y was responsible. But he hires a PI to check out "all these sick people". Someone's story is changing a little.
    I point out how his friends target M---y and others and that he turns a blind eye. His response was saying he's not passing on a word of this as if he is doing M---y or me a favor.
    So, @i--c---------r allegedly hired a PI to check out these messages he was shown. He claims he got M---y's computer IP address from this PI. He says he had this PI "check out these sick people", when he had claimed only M---y before. A PI can't legally obtain a computer's physical address from these claimed messages unless law enforcement or an ISP got involved and obtained it.

    I guess what I am saying is, @i--c---------r is lying. My guess is he is hoping I will pass on what he said to M----y so she will get scared and slink away from social media, like his bullying friends have been trying to do to her. 





    I point out, again, to @i--c---------r that he believes lies about M---y, a good person. Then I point out how he says nothing about his friends' attacks on others. Then I point out that he is an accessory to their bullying, threats, and stalking because he sees it and does nothing.

    Then @i--c---------r gets very defensive acting like I am judging him. All I did was make a few points. Then he says he is a grown man and can do what he wants. So he is saying if he wants to lie, pass on lies, or defame someone that it is okay.




    These "friends" of @i--c---------r that I spoke of that have bullied, stalked, and harassed M---y, are the ones blogged about here: https://www.derwillezurmacht.com/blogs/entry/52-my-own-bullying-experience-part-2/
    They are that disbarred lawyer and her friends.
    @i--c---------r has been lied to. He has chosen to run with these lies and blindly believe what he was shown. Based upon his actions and behavior in our conversation, I firmly believe he was lying about hiring a PI.
    1. Why would someone be paying alot of money for a PI to get someone's "computer IP address", only to do nothing with it?
    2. A PI can't legally obtain someone's physical computer address without involvement of an ISP and/or law enforcement. No ISP or Law Enforcement agency will go about obtaining that information unless a crime has been committed in which they are prosecuting for.
    3. Not once was any type of proof offered.
    4. First he claims M---y is responsible. Then he says he hired a PI to check out "these sick people", implying more than one. Story change.
    5. He tries to get the subject changed as I make valid points.
    6. He gets cagey as I make valid points.

    7. Showed agitation when I wouldn't sway his way on his defamation about M---y and continued to stand up for her and have her back.

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