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    My Bullying Experience: The One Behind It All

    By CaptainVG313

    Since EARLY 2015 I have been getting bullied off an on. I've always wondered why. I thought it was one person or another associated with them that started it. But after all this time, I have come to realize one person in particular has been behind it, whom I shall refer to as "SCS". This is the only time I am and will speak of her publicly or privately. I have my own life to live and it doesn't revolve around her.   It was someone I thought was a friend that even pretended to be. When
  • Alexa M

    Obsessed Bully!

    By Alexa M

    Where do I begin. I so think this is a good starting point. This is sort of a follow up to a blog by @CaptainVG313 and the comments following it. The same bully stalking her, is so doing the same to me!   This woman, who is so referred to as SCS in @CaptainVG313's blog, is posting conversations I seem to have had with her band of followers. These conversations never happened! Somehow this SCS is getting these guys to feel bad for her and help her with some faking and photoshoppin

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    Where do I begin. I so think this is a good starting point. This is sort of a follow up to a blog by @CaptainVG313 and the comments following it.

    The same bully stalking her, is so doing the same to me!


    This woman, who is so referred to as SCS in @CaptainVG313's blog, is posting conversations I seem to have had with her band of followers. These conversations never happened! Somehow this SCS is getting these guys to feel bad for her and help her with some faking and photoshopping. What I think happened is she sent those messages herself or had someone do it. Then had them so slap my profile circle bubble over the real sender and my name at top over whoever actually sent it. So my theory and I think it is correct!












    I figured out the two people were that so helped her pull these messages off.



    I so took notice of something with these two Instagram accounts: "adultvideoes" and "virtual_.meme".


    Both "adultvideoes" and "virtual_.meme" so click "like" on alot of this SCS woman's slander against @CaptainVG313, @Avenger K, and another one. I so hope you got a pot of coffee on. I got so much to show.
















    So take a moment here! The same two accounts, "adultvideoes" and "virtual_.meme" ,  tell this SCS I am saying all this bullsh*t are the same two that have been liking alot of the slander against @CaptainVG313, @Avenger K, and another. This so speaks volumes!


    There is something else I so want to point out. Take a look at what I was made to look like I said. See "Petulant".



    Now look at this. I do not use the word "Petulant". SCS does. It is so used in the same tone in the message that she is making it look like I sent.



    This so shows that SCS is actively working hard to attack, slander, defame @CaptainVG313 and those she fails to turn against her. This SCS knows I am so not @CaptainVG313 but I think she says I am hoping I will ditch her as a friend or blame her. So manipulative of a bully tactic.


    So sad she is using people like "adultvideoes" and "virtual_.meme" to help her with her slander and defame quest.


    Seeing how manipulative SCS is and what she is doing, it shows how obsessed she is. I think it so p**ses SCS off that @CaptainVG313 is sticking around and not going away, because it so makes her look bad for bullying someone that doesn't bother her.

  1. Since EARLY 2015 I have been getting bullied off an on. I've always wondered why. I thought it was one person or another associated with them that started it. But after all this time, I have come to realize one person in particular has been behind it, whom I shall refer to as "SCS". This is the only time I am and will speak of her publicly or privately. I have my own life to live and it doesn't revolve around her.


    It was someone I thought was a friend that even pretended to be. When I walked away from this woman ("SCS"), it was during Wrestlemania in 2015. She would DM me on Twitter. If I didn't respond within a few minutes, she would get mad. So I just decided to walk away from her. I decided to block/unblock to force an unfollow and just stop talking with her. Occasionally she ranted on her timeline here and there, but I ignored it. She became a little obsessive. She would poke and tweet delete hoping I would react so she could make me appear the aggressor. At the time I thought it was best I delete my Twitter account and just start a new one, which was "SamusAran2020" in early 2017.  As of November 2019, I gave that account to my cat, which, by Twitter rules, is allowed. But more later. Besides there was others after me and I just wanted a fresh start.


    Back in 2018, I remember when I went to see Avengers Infinity War. It was an amazing experience. Not too long after I did, random people began to accuse me of live tweeting  as the movie happen. I ignored them because I didn't think tweeting about the movie after I had seen it was "live tweeting". Before long people I thought were friends, that also happened to be friends of "SCS", had turned against me and began accusing me of live tweeting during a movie. A few of them went overboard in questioning me, so I left the chatroom we all were in. I forced an unfollow on some and blocked a few. Ultimately I had to block the lot of them. Some of them got very nasty and even made threats. I also had realized that SCS had stirred up this hornets nest after I saw tweets of her complaining saying I was live tweeting a movie in the theatre and causing problems. She went on an on saying I spoiled it for her. She even claimed I tried to send her the plot to the movie via DM on Twitter. I figured she would get bored eventually. I thought wrong.


    In early May of 2018 I got a letter saying I was banned for "one year with possible consideration for a lifetime ban". I contacted a manager I knew personally to see what was up. We talked on the phone for awhile. He said they got pictures of tweets that detail the movie as it was being watched. Things happening when it coincided. He told me corporate had received complaints claiming I was causing a disturbance and atleast 3 people threatened to never come back. I told him I wasn't even at that theatre that night. I was at another one and could prove it. So I met him for lunch 2 days later. I brought up my personal Facebook page and showed pictures of me I took OUTSIDE OF and INSIDE of a different movie theatre that was quite a bit away. Then he asked me to explain the tweets. He showed me the pictures he was sent from corporate. They showed tweets by a "SamusAran2O2O". I pointed pointed out I was "SamusAran2020" and those fat zeros were capital Os. I also pointed out how odd it looked these screenshots were taken almost right after the tweets were posted. I then told him about SCS and that group of former friends she turned against me. He looked at some of their Twitter timelines and said it became obvious that I wasn't the problem and was the victim of vicious trolling and the ringleader of it was SCS that "stirred the pot". Then he asked about this video I posted of people coming out of the theatre that night I was accused of causing trouble. I told him a friend sent it to me and I posted it for her because she didn't want her then "VERY JEALOUS" boyfriend to see it and know she saw the movie without him. I asked if he knew where the complaints came from. He said he would have to check and get back to me. Things ended there.


    A few days after that enlightening meeting, I got a phone call. The manager smoothed things over with corporate and I should receive something from them soon. He also told me he further looked at SCS's Twitter page and that of some of the people participating in vicious slander and defamation about me. He said multiple complaints came from the location SCS claimed she was living around. Some others came from those she was slandering me with. About 2 weeks later I received an apology letter from from corporate apologizing for everything.


    In late 2018 and early 2019 I would get funny looks from people that worked at the gym I went to. I thought it was because of my hairstyle. I had just decided to go with an undercut like Miley Cyrus in her Wrecking Ball video.  One day I found out why. A manager approached me and told me they had received a few complaints of me molesting women in the women's locker room there.  I told him immediately I would never do that to anyone. He said he knew because I wasn't logged as being there the days this woman claimed. I then asked why employees were looking at me funny. He said it was because they felt sorry for me that I was being trolled so viciously. Sometime later I found out the basic location of where they came from. The exact same place SCS was located.


    When I was in the hospital to have my hysterectomy, SCS was making vicious comments on her Twitter page. At one point saying she hoped I don't wake up. Those comments were reported. She was briefly locked out of her Twitter account. Since then (February 2019), she's kept her Twitter account "protected". Meaning she checked that box by "Protect my tweets".


    For awhile I thought she would chill out and just leave me alone. But in mid 2019, she created a page for herself. Occasionally she would rant and rage about me. She'd take tweets I posted and try to make it seem like I was talking about her and trying to attack her when I wasn't doing any such thing. She would complain about things wrong with her and claim I was making her worse by stressing her out. Alot of what she posted, she would eventually delete in order to cover her tracks. It became routine. I only knew about it because of people that would see it, attack me in Twitter DM on her behalf with such wild claims. I would get atleast a few every few days. I would handle by blocking and deleting. Then moving on.


    For awhile it seemed like SCS had decided to leave me alone. It was a relief. I took that opportunity to create a new Twitter profile and online persona and just give my old one (Twitter-SamusAran2020) to my cat. Of course eventually the persistent stalker, SCS, found me. A friend of mine asked me if I was going to change again. I thought about it and said I was not and the online persona (CaptainVG313) I am using now, I am keeping. In thinking about it, it's tiring to have to change just because of a stalker and bullying and those they turn against me. I thought about it and realized disappearing never helped. With all the slanderous and defamatory claims and remarks she was making publicly and privately, if I just deactivated and disappeared like before, then it would look like I was guilty of whatever she decided to accuse me of. What if someone she was lying about me to decided to take a look at me? They'd see nothing and all they'd have to go on is what she would and has been saying. Atleast by sticking around NOW as I am NOW (CaptainVG313), I have a chance. When SCS lies about me, trashes me, and who knows what else..... and people come and look at me as I am now..... They will see I am nothing like how she is making me look. Of course, there will be a few, regardless, that will believe her for whatever reason.


    In current (present) time, SCS spends alot of time  ranting and raging about me and another friend of mine (whom I'll refer to as XA). She will take my tweets and also XA's tweets and post them on this Instagram she (SCS) created for the sole purpose of slandering, defaming, and harassing me, XA and now @Avenger K, whose permission I had to name her in this blog by name. One of the reasons why SCS is trying to make @Avenger K look bad is because she chose to speak up about SCS's slanderous actions upon me and XA. Same with XA. She has spoken up a few times defending us in her own way. She's not guilty of all that SCS is making it seem like she is. I haven't said anything about SCS up until this blog, and this will be all I will say. SCS has even made false and slanderous claims saying @Avenger K (on Twitter) is a sock of mine. This is a tactic that some bullies use on their victims to discredit them.


    On this Instagram that SCS has made, and occasionally on her Facebook page for herself.....she has taken screenshots of various things I have said and made it look like they were attacks on her. For instance, when I was tweeting about watching The Dentist and The Dentist 2, she made it look like I was doing so to poke fun at an issue she has with her teeth. She's taken a selfie of mine that I took with a Snapchat filter and made it seem like I did that just to poke at her. She's taken a picture of mine with wild hair and posted it with a picture of her that is 4 years old and made it look like I posted that selfie to poke fun at a picture that's 4 years old. To make this simple. SCS will take screenshots of just about anything I post. She will post it when she thinks she can spin it how she wants to make it look like an attack on her or try to make it seem like I'm copying her in little ways. I often use my Bitmoji app. I've changed the look of my avatar many times because she's changed hers around to look similar to mine, only to try and say I'm copying her. She has subtexted me alot on her page. It's hard not to know about it when people harass me on her behalf via Twitter DM. Each time it happens, block.....delete.....move on. SCS has even tried to join this forum. Luckily one of my admins banned her before she could stir trouble.


    I think one of the reasons she is going so hard at me online right now is because it's not like she can try to get me banned from a movie theatre again; they're all closed. Can't try and get me banned from a gym. All gyms near me log exactly when people are there and there are cameras all around. It's hard for her to get me banned from others places because the only places I've been to recently are places that have cameras all around and I've had someone with me. She can't cost me a house I 100% fully own. She can't try and cause me to lose a job I don't have. I have autism and am one of those that can't work. So, how else can she try to affect me? Easy. That's why she is going so hard at me online and keeps attacking me online. My guess is she hopes to make things so bad for me that I will not have anywhere to go or escape to. Well, here's a little newsflash. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not changing internet identities again because of her. I'm not going to stop making memes or playing my videogames or doing something I like just to avoid her twisting it and turning it into something nasty. If I do that she wins. I won't. I am here to stay.


    There's also a few things I found out recently. A few people that use to come after me had told me why. Apparently back in 2015 when I had ALOT of trouble with people in World Of Warcraft, it was because she got people she knew, and some of their friends, to stir trouble for me.  When I had issues in Final Fantasy 11 it was because she got someone she knew to find someone that played it to start spreading vicious rumors about me and make claims of me saying things I never said. She has done the same thing to me on Twitter and other social media sites. She's bad mouthed me to people on Twitter in DM's lying about me. She's had others do the same. It wouldn't surprise me if suddenly she tried to get someone to photoshop something to make it look like I said and did something I never did. She already tries to make it look like much of what I say is some attack and/or conspiracy against her. Also, it turns out that these 2 Twitter accounts made to mock and attack me, SCS was behind both of them. She occasionally had a friend of hers help her with them though.


    Alot of what SCS, and those she's gotten to go after me (bully me) have pulled, fit the bully tactics I blogged about here.

    Most Commonly Used Tactics By Bullies

    and also fit quite a bit of what is blogged about here. A blog about how and why some bullies do some things.

    Bullying: Reasonings For Actions

    Fair warning..... "Bullying: Reasonings For Actions" is very long.


    I spoke a bit about how SCS subtexts me. Here's a blog I wrote about subtexting and how bullies use it.

    Subtext: How It's Used To Bully


    I am pretty sure that after this blog is posted, she will continue to take my tweets and make them look like some attack or conspiracy against her in her own manipulative way. By her continuing, it only shows how obsessive she is and how angry she is I won't just go away again. I am not and will not encourage anyone to speak to her on my behalf, fuss at, call her names, or attack her. For one, I don't do that immature crap. Secondly, I am not stooping to her level.


    I have said all I am going to say. I spoke my side.



  2. When Celestra turned 16, Taylor began to talk to her about finding a husband, a good hard working man that will take care of her. She even pointed out this one fine gentleman in Rockshire name Trenton that fancied her and showed alot of promise. She asked her to give him a chance. She said she would although she couldn't promise anything.


    Prince Rossler was growing even more restless wondering where Celestra could have gone to. He was becoming desperate.


    One day Celestra was sent to the forest to gather up some berries. It was a peaceful day. There was no one in sight so she let her hair down and enjoyed the day looking like her normal self. It was nice to be out and not hidden, not hiding herself from the world. She tended to an injured young man who fell off his horse. She even let his horse have part of her lunch. She didn't  think much of it til after she got back to town. The young man she helped was one of Prince Rossler's Royal Guards she met a few years ago during  the invasion of Welholme, Royal Guard Syron. She couldn't help but wonder if he recognized her.


    To Celestra's dismay he did recognize her, but he did not realize it til after he had gotten back to the castle. As soon as he realized that the young woman who helped him was indeed Celestra, he immediately went to Prince Rossler. The prince was very pleased by this news. But still found an excuse to yell at his guards for being stupid enough not to see this sooner. The prince sent members of the Royal Guard to post posters in nearby towns with a picture of Celestra. Luckily those that knew her in Rockshire didn't recognize her from the picture because she dressed and looked a bit different.


    When Taylor saw one of the posters in the main town square in Rockshire, she confronted Celestra immediately in the privacy of their own home. It was then Celestra realized how this could have happened. Bryce was quite angry, but luckily Taylor kept him calm. Taylor urged Celestra to be even more careful because if Prince Rossler's Royal Guard found her they would likely kill her as well as them.

    NOW.... the story begins again shortly before Prince Rossler's 21st birthday.....

  3. I hate boys so much right now!


    I spent 2 hours getting ready for a date. I did hair and make up. I spent so much time. The boy Greg, never showed up to meet me at Chili's! Totes rude!


    I waited for like 2 hours! I found out Greg was at a friend's partying and he was drunk! I hope they like cops!

  4. *Miyana's apartment*

    -Miyana enjoyed a good relaxing bath. She took care in re-wrapping her arm as she got ready to go out. As she was about to head to her closet, she noticed she received a text from Nick.-

    Nick Provenz (text): "How's the arm?"

    Miyana (text): "Very sore."

    Nick Provenz (text): "When I see you later, let me take a look at it."

    Miyana (text): "Sure."

    -Miyana put her phone down on her bed as she went in her closet. She picked up this box at the top of her closet. In it contained a dress she had made for this very occasion. It was a dress that looked exactly like the one Amidala woreon her retreat to her home planet of Naboo. Just as she placed the box on her bed, she received another text from Nick.-

    Nick Provenz (text): "Make sure to rest before you get ready."

    Miyana (text): "I'm getting ready now. I made this beautiful dress that looks like one of Amidala's outfits she wore on Naboo."

    Nick Provenz (text): "I am sure you will be beautiful."

    Miyana (text): "Thank you <3."

    -Miyana put her phone down on her pillow. Then she began to get ready. She dried her hair with a hair drier while having the towel wrapped around her. Once it was dry, she began to do her hair, by adding a little wave to it and putting the top up up a little bit. Then she did  her make up. Right after she put the dress on, Miyana's phone rang. It was Nick.-

    Miyana (phone call): "Hey Nick."

    Nick Provenz (phone call): "Are you still at home? Have you left yet?"

    Miyana (phone call): "I'm still at home. I just finished getting ready."

    Nick Provenz (phone call): "I am off patrol. I am in your area and on my way to the movie theatre. Would you like a ride?"

    Miyana (phone call): "Sure. I would appreciate that."

    Nick Provenz (phone call): "Alright. See you in a few minutes."

    -Miyana hung up her cell phone. She then went back to her closet to pick out a purse. She put her phone, keys, and wallet in it. Then heard a knock at her door. She went to her door to answer it. It was Nick. Her face lit up as she invited him in for a moment.-

    Nick Provenz: "You look...beautiful."

    Miyana: "Thank you. Come in. I have something for you."

    -Nick came in and followed Miyana to her kitchen.-

    Miyana: "Close your eyes."

    -Miyana reaches into the fridge and took out a can of Surge soda. A soda she knew was nick's favorite, but was in scarce supply. She went towards Nick.-

    Miyana: "You're going to love me for this. Now.....Open your eyes."

    -Nick opened his eyes.-

    Nick Provenz (without thinking): "I already do....."

    -Miyana noticed him gazing into her eyes. He wasn't even looking at the can of Surge soda she had for him. She placed it gently on the counter as he stepped closer. Without saying another word, Nick leaned in to kiss Miyana. After they were done.....-

    Miyana: "Wow. That was.....wonderful."

    Nick Provenz: "I have wanted to do that for a long time."

    Miyana: "Me too."

    -Nick then noticed the can of Surge soda.-

    Miyana: "This is for you, and the other 23 cans in the fridge when you want them. I saw them last week when I was out of town and thought of you."

    -Nick took the can of Surge from her just as his phone rang.-

    Nick Provenz (phone): "I'm with my girlfriend now."

    Nick Provenz (phone): "Are you sure I have enough time?"

    Nick Provenz (phone): "Thank you."

    -Nick hung up the phone.-

    Nick Provenz: "I hope it wasn't too soon to....."

    Miyana: "Of course not. All I can say is, it's about time."

    Nick Provenz: "We have some time, not much. Would you like to have dinner with me?"

    Miyana: "Very much so."

    -Nick picked up his can of Surge as they left Miyana's apartment. Nick opened the door to his police vehicle for Miyana, like a gentleman. Once he got in, they were on their way.-.....

  5. On Sunday May 10, 2020 just after season 2 of The Rookie ended, I decided to begin to watch every single episode of The 100 in preparation for the season 7 premiere on Wednesday May 20, 2020. This would mean about 9 episodes a day, but atleast 10 on 3 of them. I know @Goldenforce772 was happy with this. He even nudged me towards this before it was too late to catch up before the season 7 premiere.


    Prior to this binge, I was only ever able to watch it here and there. I missed alot and didn't understand much. So this binge I started upon, didn't go as planned. After the first 2 episodes I decided to just binge. Start and don't stop unless it is to sleep or take care of any other real life necessity. Just before tonight's new Lifetime movie Twisted Twin began, I had just finished the entire series and am now current and fully 100% ready for the premiere of season 7, the final season, on Wednesday May 20, 2020. WOW! Quite a ride this was indeed. During which @Goldenforce772 was enjoying seeing me get to know the series in whole; watching my tweets and listening to me talk about it.


    When I started watching, I started so with my cat in my lap and a smile on my face because I knew the next week would be awesome as I got to know this series FULLY. When the 100 "delinquents" got sent to Earth and Octavia was the first to set foot on the ground, I just knew she'd be a fierce force within the series. It didn't take long for me to see what a great leader Clarke Griffin would become. Almost immediately she took charge. I tweeted a bit during each episode. A few people were watching my tweets and me getting to know the series in full. It was thrilling to have a few, here and there, along for the ride. As I watched each episode, I just hungered for more and more. I easily fell in love with the series seeing it all in a row for the first time. Not just in pieces; here and there.


    As I was getting into season 1, I remember @Goldenforce772 telling me there are characters that will drastically change and to pay attention to seasons 3 and 4. I didn't think much of it at the time because I was enjoying getting to know the grounder known as Lincoln, that seemed to have a fascination with Octavia. I thought maybe a shake up in their relationship or maybe Octavia joining the grounders, their side, would be it. Perhaps and caught up in a few conflicts over land.


    When Raven made it to the ground, I was so happy and thrilled. This would give the 100 a means to possibly communicate with the above. This could pave the way to re-populating the Earth. I had high hopes. More so when others came down. It ticked me off when Kane was so insistent in floating Abby, Clarke's mother. So glad Chancellor Thelonius Jaha stopped it. I was glad that Abby Griffin saved his life. It ticked me off when that little BRAT Charlotte killed Wells and let Murphy get beaten and tortured for awhile before she spoke the truth. A coward that one. Charlotte that is. I definitely don't miss her. She wouldn't have survived long anyway.


    When I first met Anya, she looked tough. I liked her. She was fierce and protective of her people. I quickly grew to like Lincoln too because of how he was with Octavia and tried to help those she knew. Even those that once tortured him.


    As I was seeing what Mount Weather was about, I was disgusted. Especially with Cage and that one doctor. All those experiments on those people! Even though Anya was awful to Clarke, she helped her escape. It was sad to see her (Anya) get killed. I was happy when Lexa and the grounders agreed to help Skaikru (those who came from space) free their people from Mount Weather. It royally ticked me off when Lexa betrayed Clarke. One thing that was sad, but had to be done, was Clarke had to open up those vents. If not, then Mount Weather would have only grown and gotten worse.


    When people from the Ark came down, I was saddened when Thelonious Jaha stayed behind. I was sure he would die up there. I'm glad he didn't. I wasn't too happy when he and others fell under ALIE's control. They were like the walkers in The Walking Dead, but with speech and motorskills. At first I was happy to see Charles Pike because the actor is on a show I like, but I quickly came to dislike Pike. More so when he murdered Lincoln, which Octavia ended up watching. Luckily she did get her revenge and kill Pike.


    One thing that blue my mind was finding out ALIE started the first nuclear apocalypse! That which did not have to happen!


    It was sad when Lexa died after her special night with Clarke. That's when I began to see more about what this "The Flame" was about. As I was nearing the end of season 3, @Goldenforce772 said for me to remember this word "PRAIMFAYA".


    Season 4 was when Octavia REALLY began to change for the worse. That which I believe began when she witnessed Pike murder Lincoln. That moment changed her. As season 4 progressed the reality of the coming "Praimfaya" hit me. When it happened and Clarke was left behind on Earth, I was like "OH CRAP!". But atleast she was made into a nightblood. That is what saved her. Atleast, while down there, she came upon Madi.


    When season 4 ended and season 5 started, I realized that Praimfaya had completely killed the Earth except for one small valley. I still don't understand why that one spot remained green and almost untouched.


    When I first saw Diyoza and that one transport land, I thought she was some kind of prison warden, but quickly learned otherwise. I was shocked to learn that she was pregnant.


    It was awesome when Bellamy came through the ceiling above the fighting arena. All those people being rescued. It sucked when flashbacks revealed Jaha died. I wanted to hate Diyoza when that one valley was destroyed, but the mothership she came in, was the salvation for everyone not dead by the end of season 5.


    I thought everyone would be in cryosleep for 5-10 years. WRONG! It turned out to be 125 years. Most of which Monty and Harper lived their lives on the ship. They had a son named Jordan. They put him in cryosleep. Not long after, Harper died. Then Monty died alone.


    Jordan waking up Clarke and Bellamy first was first. I was glad that Octavia wasn't woken first because she had become something horrible. Someone who loved to pick fights and start wars and slaughter people just because. When she was eventually woken up, I was like "Oh crap, she will just ruin Sanctum.".


    As I was getting into season 6, it was obvious that Sanctum was a moon, not a planet. Still, it was somewhat habitable. What I didn't like was some of the practices there! Sacrificing people so Primes, and select others, could live forever?! Thank goodness Clarke lived and got Josephine out of her mind.


    What intrigues me most was when Octavia was in that anomaly and came out. She seemed like her old self and not the bloodthristy, heartless wretch she had become. She also has this weird symbol on her back. From that point on, yes, Octavia seemed like the loveable Octavia in the beginning. What baffled me the most, was the end of season 6 when Octavia was stabbed by a grown woman and the anomaly took her. Octavia's fate unknown. A really sad part was also that Clarke's mother died so Russell's wife could use her body to live. A good happy part was when "The Flame" was removed from Madi.


    There's still alot that confuses me. Some stuff, I don't quite understand. But I got time to do some research and read up on details of characters and so much more. One of my favorites through all this was Indra and her daughter Gaia. So awesome.


    Seeing the whole series like I have for the past week, was beyond awesome and very enjoyable. An unforgettable experience. One thing that made it more enjoyable was @Goldenforce772 watching my tweets about every episode and tweeting about my experience. It made it that much better.

  6. I know, I know. This isn't exactly a new universe being discussed today, but it is the subject of massive hype lately. I am talking the FF7 Remake, which I have just played. The mechanics of this game is very different from the original. It's more action oriented than the 1997 version. And the major minus here is you can no longer rename the characters, something an old time RPGer like me liked to do. This has been my biggest complaint of the recent FF's, post-10. The customization options for these games are systematically being removed in favor of a movie-like experience. That being said, however, the fact that the main story is more or less the same means I spent less time trying to figure things out. Even the first boss of the game was somewhat familiar to beat. It does look visually stunning. What sticks in my craw, however, is the fact that they broke this into parts and a person will be spending $60 for each part(in my case, it was $79.99 because of the mini-soundtrack and art book.) It's an okay remake, but in my opinion, it really only caters to the player who have never played the first six FF's, let alone be alive when those games came out. Make your choice accordingly here. 

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    Today in New York City the plastic bag ban went into effect. Alot of people spoke out about it on Twitter. Some for, some against. I saw a few mature debates. A few people were pointing out these biodegradable bags seen on Chewy.com for those who have to pooper scooper after their dogs.
    But this one person in particular had caught my eye. This man was trying to pick a fight with someone that was politely telling him how she puts her plastic bags to use. Some ideas I thought of as decent for those who choose to use plastic bags.
    I can respect anyone's opinion, but when someone comes across as pushy, I cannot . He even accused this woman of trying to fight him, when all she did was state how she puts her plastic bags to use. A more mature response for him would have been him simply telling her there are alternatives and she could choose or not choose to use them.
    I thought it ended there. It didn't. This man trolled the timelines of one of the people that didn't agree with him.
    He attempts to make a showcase of this gentleman in hopes others would pounce upon him as well. He tries to make the entire conversation appear to be different than what it was.
    This was another response to that woman this man kept pushing and poking at.
    I will agree with her. He was a bit degrading. He accused her of fighting and he is trying to make the conversation look different on his timeline. Also, he's coming across as a bit of a drama junkie.
    I've also seen other similar situations. Atleast 4 in the last hour alone in regards to this plastic bag ban. I understand people wanting to cut down on plastics, but I am noticing a disturbing trend of harassment and pressure by a majority of those that are for the ban. If some of these people wanting others to listen more, there is something called manners and being polite.
  7. Just Life

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    Yesterday I was suppose to get a Nintendo Switch that I ordered from Amazon. I didn't get it. I thought it would be at my door when I got home. Later last night when I checked my email, i saw that Amazon said it was delivered.


    Right then I decided to look through my video surveillance recording of when I was out. I found the thief!


    My next door neighbor was the one that stole it. I thought I would resolve this peacefully. I knocked on their door. The wife answered. She told me her 2 kids were playing it and asked if I was really that much of a b***h to take it away from 2 kids. I told her I know she stole it from my front porch. She told me to run along or she'd cut me up!


    So I went back to my house to call the police. When they got here, the woman told them she bought it for her kids and I had no proof. Soni showed the police the surveillance video, proof of purchase. After some checking, the police confirmed she had stolen my package and she was arrested. She got riled up as the police handcuffed her saying it's my fault she will lose work and won't be able to pay rent. She went on how it's my fault her kids won't have a place to go. My only response was what I said to the arresting officer "She chose to steal and threaten me, the fault is hers".


    I found out this morning that the owner of that house she was renting is going to work on an eviction. Her arrest last night was the final nail in the coffin.

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    Besides the power of immortality, the immortal legends have extra ordinary powers. One of them being telekinesis (to an extent). Another; the extraordinary ability to heal. Also the ability to control electricity and its power (to an extent) and the forces of natures (to an extent). Once the female reaches age 18 and the male reaches 35, the aging process literally stops. The immortal legends in this story are able to summon a pair of angelic-like wings at will.


    Ashlyn Kenner found out she was one of the immortal 2 when she was just 6 years old. A being known as Black Midnight had come to her to tell her what she was and expressed the importance that it would not be wise for anyone to know unless they had to. After all, wouldn’t she want close to a normal life?


    Ashlyn lives in a town called Prezing, Florida on the east coast; about half way down the state. She was an only child. She had a wonderful mother, but an alcoholic father. Started when she was 10 years old. What lay in store for her? What would her eternity in life be like? Only time would tell.

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    In the year 2089 AD in the month of March, the World Space Exploration Federation formed. The United States, Russia, China, Japan, and many other countries joined the newly found organization. A number of years later, even the country of Iran joined. Those within the WSEF worked together in a joint effort to take space exploration a step further with technology that would allow those on the planet reach other worlds. More powerful telescopes were built. Plans to colonize other worlds were being made.


    In 2094 AD a scientist by the name of Anthony Blacktone discovered a planet in a solar system far away from their own. One of which he name Fujon. In 2095 AD a branch of the WSEF came in contact with an alien race known as the Delarien. Very few knew of their existance. The only ones that knew were a select few within the United States Military Force. The Delarien’s were from the planet of Delar in the Telthun Solar System from the Andromeda galaxy.


    In 2098 a scientist Stephen Jackson began work on the first hyper warp drive engine with technological assistance from the Delarien’s. With this technology, the people of Earth would surely have the means to venture out into the stars.


    In 2099 AD the United States and China being at odds over who was to head the production of the Hyper Warp Drive Engine and who would have exclusive rights over this new found technology. China argues that they should have exclusivity because of all the past technological advances they’ve contributed to the world. The United States argues that the rights should go to all those within the WSEF.


    World War III got out of control. Nukes were fired. Atom bombs were used. Many many lives were lost. After a few months, a cease fire was called. But it was too late. The persistent use of nukes, atom bombs, and various chemical weapons put such a strain on the environment that it had become unlivable. Humans were forced to live in cities underground or domed cities above ground.


    Despite all that has happened with World War III and the deterioration of Earth’s environment, the Hyper Warp Drive Engine was completed by scientist Stephen Jackson in 2105 AD. A man by the name of Thalius Hawking was picked to test out this device in a space ship first. To everyone’s delight, the testing went well. He then became known as a hero, giving courage to all those on Earth of one day venturing to a new world. Upon which the mass production of several vessels were made. To celebrate this magnificent feet and a new beginning in space exploration, a new calendar was adopted.; SD. SD for Space Date.


    Elyria was born in the year 13 SD in the domed city of Palthom to Thalius Hawking and his wife Rena. When she was a mere 7 years old she learned she was different from all others she had come to know. A mystical being known as Drakor guided her for the first year of knowing what she was, after that she was left to fend for herself but not before being told there was another like her.


    Arumar was born on the doomed world of Delar. From a very young age he was trained to be the best of the best for the Delarian army. He was hardcore and showed no mercy. He trained hard and he trained well. He was 5 years old when he found out what he was. He took it quite well and decided to make the most of it. He was told there was another like him, but nothing more than that. As to if and when these immortal two would meet…. who knows. Now begins the story of Immortal Legends: Version 7……

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    In the world of Ulgothe there is 2 different realms: The Realm of Light and the Realm of Darkness.


    In the Realm of Darkness, the Velarien Kingdom was the kingdom that reigned over all. It’s ruler was an evil being known as King Malgore of the shadow elves. His son, Prince Valynn was the crowned prince and next in line to rule the kingdom and reign over the Realm of Darkness.


    For the Realm of Light, it was the Kingdom of Felgarde that was the reigning kingdom. It’s ruler was a strong, and stubborn, man known as King Hydalgo. He had the best royal army out of all the kingdoms in the world of Ulgothe. One of his favorite soldiers was a young beautiful female paladin known as Lilyana.


    When Lilyana was only 7 years old she found out from a being known as Xarien what she was; one of the immortal two. She was in disbelief at first, but after a lengthy simple explanation, Xarien got through to her. To her dismay, Xarien revealed that the other like her was of pure evil in the Realm of Darkness.


    Prince Valynn found out what he was when he was a mere age of 10 from Xarien. He urged the young prince to become a just ruler so one day he and the other like him could fight side by side against evils greater than those from the Realm of Darkness. Sadly Prince Valynn didn’t take to Xarien’s idea too well and kept along the path of evil…..

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    Ashelynn (nicknamed Ashe) Jameson was 7 years old when she first figured out she wasn’t an ordinary girl. A being of vast and great power known as Gestore. For 2 years Ashelynn had wondered who the mysterious person was that occasionally appeared to her as if he was watching over her like a guardian angel. Her best friend Larry was with her when she learned of who and what she was. Gestore expressed the importance of why he must keep this a secret from all he knew. for if he uttered a word, his life and that of his friend Ashelynn would never be the same.


    When Ashelynn was 11 years old she learned that there was another like her, but was saddened to learn he was evil by nature. “In time you might come across the other like yourself and come to know him by what many call him…’the Fireghost’.”. is what Gestore told her. He warned her to be careful when crossing his path. Ashelynn had asked if there was a chance that one day he, the Fireghost could be turned to the side of good so they could combat the evils of the universe together. She was told it was highly unlikely, but still hoped someday it could happen.


    Ashelynn’s first encounter with the Fireghost was on her 12th birthday. He appeared in the form of a firey apparition. At first Ashelynn thought it was part of a prank her best friend Larry was playing on her, but when she got a feeling of extreme uneasiness, she knew something wasn’t right. Off and on it kept appearing to her in that form. Never saying anything, never doing anything. Just there.. watching… as if waiting for the right moment to make its move…..


    Now begins Immortal Legends version 4!

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    Kimber and Jaxon have been best friends since they met at a party her mother attended to welcome a few new neighbors to the neighborhood. They were next door neighbors and 4 years apart in age, but nonetheless, they were the best of friends. On Kimber’s 8th birthday is when she found out who and what she was. Jaxon was happy for her, but at the same time disappointed since Kimber would go on living long after he would pass on. But to Jaxon’s amazement, he turned out to be the 2nd immortal one of legend. Knowing he would spend eternity with his best friend made him happier than a Make-A-Wish kid on Christmas.


    Over the next few years, both Jaxon and Kimber trained their newfound abilities together. As they did, they grew closer as best friends. Jaxon had begun to develop feelings for Kimber. Alas, he was afraid to tell her. What if she thought it was just because of what she was…what he was? Unbeknownst to Jaxon, Kimber felt the same way. Only time would tell what would happen with these two and all that would come forth.


    Together, Kimber and Jaxon will face many great trials and tribulations, many evils, and most off all while trying to have a normal life…..

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    When Kiara Drake was only 5 years old she learned of her powers and abilities from a being known only as White Lion to a select few. She was in great disbelief at first for she was only a mere child at the time. Through various events and visits throughout that year, she came to understand a little of what lay ahead for her. She also learned there was another like her out there somewhere, but was never told who. She always wondered.


    When she was 13 years old, Kiara had her first battle using her powers with 3 mysterious creatures that she spotted at the river bank near her home. They looked similar to the Tengu Warriors from the first Power Rangers movie except their beaks were shorter. It was during her first battle that her best friend Rick figured out the secret she had been keeping all this time. He always wondered why she periodically had to go just for “no reason”.


    Christmas day of 2015 was her first encounter with this strange being that looked like a cross between the orcs from Lord of the Rings and vampires from various stories and movies she has seen, had appeared. It just watched her. It stood there just watching her as if almost it was entranced. This happened again on a few occasions. Shortly there after these beings similar to that creature, known as Vampyro kept coming around. They never stuck around for very long. She always wondered why. Soon, she was about to find out…..

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    Tonight SA was enjoying a new episode of Law And Order: Special Victims Unit. She made a simple statement of what the episode is about. It centers on abortion. A 13 year old girl named Evangeline runs away from home to go to New York City to get an abortion because she was raped by her step father. BT1960 took it upon herself to attack SA over the simple statement of what the episode centered around.




    I took it upon myself to defend SA. I feel like I was justified. BT1960 replied to me claiming she doesn't judge anyone and says I shouldn't judge her. But what did she do to SA just over stating what an episode was about? She put herself in a position to be judged when she took it upon herself to attack without thinking.


    I flat out told her she lacked integrity if she didn't delete her tweet and apologize. I meant it and I stand by it. How BT1960 came at SA attacking her was uncalled for. Especially when SA was stating what a tv show episode centered around.



    If you look at the bio of BT1960, you will see it says "Football nerd/Catholic/ND Fan/Cubs Fan  My own girl/Sarcastic Smartass/#MeToo/Sexual Assault Survivor and Advocate". She claims to be a sexual assault survivor, but attacks one online. All over SA stating what the Law and Order SVU episode was about.




    The very behavior of this woman puts her in a very bad position to be judged very poorly due to her own actions.


    She puts herself in a position to be judged

    1) and asked if she really is a sexual assault victim/survivor and advocate. I am in no way saying she is not. I am just saying she puts herself in a position to be questioned if she really is because

    ----------A) she attacks another sexual assault survivor.

    ----------B) she blindly attacks SA telling her she has no right to comment in response to her (SA) tweet over what an episode  of Law and Order SVU centered around.

    ----------C) shouldn't victim advocates exercise patience and not fly off the handle over something as simple as stating what a TV show episode is about?

    2) she claims she doesn't judge anyone, but yet she harshly judged SA over stating what a TV show episode centered upon.

    3) attacked SA out of the blue.

    4) she tried to play herself off as a victim in this when she was clearly the aggressor.

    5) as petty and childish. While I believe people have a right to block someone on social media, the reason BT1960 blocked me was because

    ----------A) she knew I was right about her behavior and wanted to try and avoid incriminating herself and/or

    ----------B) she knew she was wrong in how she approached SA and wanted to hide from it so she could play the victim in this and/or

    ----------C) she can't handle anyone simply calling out her bad behavior.



    If BT1960 attempts to say any of the above was altered /photoshopped or deletes the tweets and tries to act as if what she said never took place................I have proof that can't be denied.

    PROOF: http://archive.is/4Fkiw



    BT1960 behaved very poorly at the end of last night. Based on her actions and what she proclaims to be, I have every right to call her a hypocrite. She also behaved liked a bully. In closing I will say this, BT1960 needs to learn to look before she leaps and try to be more respectful to others.

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    Late on Sunday October 14, 2019, I was enjoying a friend ("PersonA") of mine's tweets regarding the show 9-1-1. There was a short period of time when she stopped tweeting. I assumed she was tending to her pet. I then notice someone ("PersonB") had sent her a rather nasty tweet regarding a tweet she made about a character ("CharacterA") upon the show. "PersonB" had referred to her as "r**a*ded" and she should have been aborted. I refreshed the screen after walking my dog. I noticed that the actor ("ActorA") of "CharacterA" had responded to "PersonB's" tweet  regarding "PersonA's" tweet about "CharacterA". "ActorA's" response  was 3 laughing smilies. It sickened me that "ActorA" thought it was funny that "PersonB" called "PersonA" a r**a*d that should have been aborted. I was getting ready to report the converasation, but I end up with an error. Sure enough "PersonB" and "ActorA" deleted their tweets. So, evidence of this attack was completely gone. I thought, perhaps, maybe they both realize what they did and deleted because they knew they were wrong. I highly doubt "PersonA" even saw it. So I decided to let it go as I watched the Twitter pages for "ActorA" and "PersonB".



    A small bit later I noticed that "PersonB" quoted a tweet by "PersonA" while tagging "ActorA". "PersonB" was telling "ActorA" that "PersonA" was dissing him.  "ActorA" responded in a way that gave the impression he thought "PersonB" was being funny. There is nothing funny about attacking another or trying to get someone attacked. "PersonB" came across strongly as he was hoping fans of "ActorA" and his character ("CharacterA") would attack "PersonB" over their opinion of a TV show character. In no way was "PersonA" attacking "ActorA".


    Had "ActorA" not put the laughing smiley after "Bit harsh". I would have assumed "ActorA" was defending "PersonA" to "PersonB". But here it impresses that "ActorA" thinks "PersonB" is funny".



    I had responded to the tweet by "ActorA". Almost immediately, he had deleted his tweet.


    At first I thought maybe "ActorA" realized how it came across. Then I remembered how he had deleted his laughing smilies to the horrible tweet "PersonB" sent "PersonA" earlier, in which he told "PersonA" she was r**a*ded and should have been aborted. Part of me wanted to bring that up, but part of me thought it was a bad idea considering both "PersonB" and "ActorA" deleted those tweets and erased evidence it ever took place.



    "PersonB" took it upon himself to approach me in an attacking manner. Had it not been for the first sentence, I would have simply responded to him informing him that regardless of intent, he came across a particular way.


    Behavior by "PersonB" after this tweet strongly indicates that he was feeding me a line of bullsh*t here. Part of me wanted to bring up the actual initial interaction I witnessed between him an "ActorA"



    "PersonB" took it upon himself to take to his Twitter page to complain about the matter in a way that implies he is attempting to play the victim card. One person's ("PersonD") response makes it clear as to why "PersonB" has selectively deleted some tweets and is attempting to make himself to be the victim. So that way others coming upon his plight, would  be more likely to believe however he chooses to portray the matter.


    A few people ("PersonC", "PersonD", and "PersonE") took it upon themselves to coddle this rather childish behavior.



    "PersonA" thanked me for defending her. To which, "ActorA" had responded. My response was simple and asking that he understand that making light of an attack on another is never okay.


    Part of me had wanted to tell him off and point out that using laughing emojis with sarcasm to an attack on another is nowhere near an apology. But because he had deleted his tweet, that he had claimed was an apology, onlookers might take a brief look at the above and get the impression that "ActorA" is being targeted. I doubt this was his intent, but he does need to be careful how he comes across.



    With this tweet, and how it was worded, it indicates that "PersonB's" intent was to act as if I was "after" him in some manner. In the above tweet I had shown, I was merely making a point to "ActorA". I was not rambling on like a spoiled child.


    "PersonE", whom was one of those whom only saw what "PersonB" wanted them to see, decided to back up "PersonB" in his fabricated claim that what he said was not an attack.



    At first, I thought this was purely an innocent bystander chiming in based on purely what wasn't deleted by "ActorA" and "PersonB". Which made the matter look different. But what disturbs me is how she downplays "ActorA's" laughing at the attack on "PersonA". That "ActorA" making light of an attack on "PersonA" was rude and uncalled for. Hardly light hearted. I did not want to respond saying such and chalked it up to this person being a devoted fan of "ActorA's"  "CharacterA" . Often times devoted fans have a hard time as seeing their idol as less than flawless.


    I thought I would leave "PersonF" to their thoughts. One of the reasons I am showing this tweet is due further communication from this individual after this.



    A few thoughts did pop into my mind. If "ActorA" was truly laughing at people's reactions to his charter's ("CharacterA") reaction, then why didn't he respond to "PersonA's" tweet directly? First she says "PersonB's" tweet was not an attack. But in speaking about "ActorA", she indirectly refers to "PersonB's" tweet as an attack.


    As I have previously stated, the way "ActorA" responded was very indicative of him praising "PersonB's" attack upon "PersonA". This one is coming across as one of those devoted fan types as I mention regarding the previous tweet.



    "PersonB" overdramatizing upon his Twitter timeline. Highly likely due to the drama he started and had stirred.


    Being he had used the hashtag for the show 9-1-1, perhaps he was hoping for a few onlookers upon his timeline and others to be on his side regarding the trouble he had stirred.



    This is the Twitter DM I had received from "PersonF". Apparently, and likely, due to lack of engagement with her borderline trolling, she took it upon herself to attack me. She uses the fact we differ in political beliefs to excuse the behavior of "PersonB" and "ActorA". I would hardly call "ActorA" making light of an attack by "PersonB" upon "PersonA" harmless engagement.



    At this point, I had decided to block this individual. I would have before, but I do not block over devoted fan behavior. Attacks, yes.



    I will admit that I did report "PersonB"on Twitter. The explanation I gave was "an attack upon an individual with the intent to cause further harm in hopes others would attack as well". I did not think Twitter would react so quickly. But I am glad that they had.


    Hopefully "PersonB" will cool off and stop targeting people whom are not fans of "CharacterA".



    Another person ("PersonG") approaches me and defends "PersonB" acting as if he did no wrong. Also, in defense of "ActorA" making light of an attack on "PersonA" by "PersonB".Always the tool of the troll is to call someone delusional and lie with a claim of arguing too much.


    Highly likely this person is a random fanboy of "CharacterA". A rather hyper one twisting the situation to make "ActorA" out to be some helpless victim.


    I am completely disgusted with "ActorA". Mostly because what he claims to have been an apology, was him making light of an attack by "PersonB" upon "PersonA". Also because he claims he was asking "that not to happen". In no way did he do so. If what he erased was what he said, why delete it?


    I have come to notice that when it comes to "CharacterA" a wide majority (not all, but alot) of his fans will attack those whom are not fans of "CharacterA", even if they are fans of "ActorA", whom plays "CharacterA". If I chose to post everything, or even half, of attacks on non-fans of "CharacterA", I would be writing this blog until Christmas.


    Why do the actors not do or say anything about their fans attacking non fans? By doing nothing and saying nothing, they are enabling this horrendous behavior and putting forth the image that they're okay with it. I am in no way saying any actor should confront a bully or a troll. What I am saying is a generalized statement stating something is not okay, can go a long way. Also by doing and saying nothing, the "rabid fans" continue to attack non-fans under the belief that the actor is okay with such behavior. And, in a way, this is a form of censorship which implies "If you do not like my character, I'll sit back and watch my fans attack you until you do.".



    Update#1: 1:30am ET on 10/21/2019:  https://www.derwillezurmacht.com/blogs/entry/82-toxicity-within-fanbases-9-1-1/?do=findComment&comment=685

    Update#2: 7:48pm ET on 10/23/2019: https://www.derwillezurmacht.com/blogs/entry/82-toxicity-within-fanbases-9-1-1/page/3/?tab=comments#comment-699

    Update#3: 9:38pm ET on 10/23/2019: https://www.derwillezurmacht.com/blogs/entry/82-toxicity-within-fanbases-9-1-1/?do=findComment&comment=700

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    When I first joined Twitter, I created the account name "@MandyBaby40". It wasn't long before my account was hacked and taken by some teen. Or hacked by a friend of hers and given to her. I was like "f**k it" and just stayed away from Twitter.


    Eventually I made a new Twitter. I had all but forgotten about everything until, by chance, I came upon a tweet from my original account that was stolen. Every so often I would report that account to Twitter. I lost track of how many times I did. Eventually I stopped. But,later On I came upon this tweet.


    Whoa and behold, the person that stole my original account lost it and created a new one. Not a smart move to whine about Twitter deleting an account you stole because you out yourself as the one who had it stolen. I tried to change my name to my original. I got back an error that the name wasn't available. I checked and my stolen account was gone. Apparently Twitter did delete it. Thank goodness on that because people who steal accounts should not be allowed to keep them. I contacted Twitter and actually got a non-generic response. I got a long speech about how when an account is deleted, it takes awhile for the name to be "released" and allowed to use again.


    So I kept trying each day I logged on to Twitter. Just as Sunday October 13 came to a close, I was able to claim my old name back.


    In a way it feels like justice was served. The person that stole my original account lost it. I was able to eventually use "MandyBaby40" again.

  8. Necessary Evils

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    At my high school, we have metal detectors. We have to empty our pockets, backpacks, and purses. We get searched too. Everything gets checked. With school shootings becoming common, it is understandable. But to what extent? How far is too far?


    When my friend Brooke was being checked, one of the school security officers took it upon herself to read parts of her journal with a fellow officer beside her. She got chastised for saying she loved seeing the 3 From Hell movie with her Foster mother. She was told, infront of nearby students, that she has a sick mind to enjoy watching people being brutally murdered. Those nearby, not seeing her journal, but overheating that jerk of a security officer, teased and bullied her for the next week by calling her a future school shooter!


    One time when going to school, a male security officer held up tampons that he found in my backpack. He made a very cray cray comment Saying tampons imply that I am sexually free!


    One kid got escorted to the principal's office and suspended for 2 days because a security officer found a picture of He-man holding a sword up high. It was deemed a potential threat.


    I am all for school safety. But I think school security should stop humiliating us high schoolers of petty bullsh*t and stick to doing their jobs!

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    Two days ago I had a Twitter DM conversation with a man that blocked my friend M---y. I thought it was accidental. It happens. It turned out to be anything but. The entire DM conversation is below. Due to the no "naming and shaming" rule, I have blotched out names, personal photos, and chat identities. I have confirmed with 3 admins that all that is shown below is authentic.



    I approached this person believing the blocking of my friend @s-----------0 (M---y) was accidental. Then @i--c---------r tells me he received "very very" disturbing message that my friend M---y had written. He says that in them M---y was bullying his friend L---a. I have known M---y for a long time. She is kind, sweet, patient, understanding and would never bully or be hurtful to anyone. This man @i--c---------r is friends with the same people spoken of here: https://www.derwillezurmacht.com/blogs/entry/52-my-own-bullying-experience-part-2/, minus the woman with the autistic kid. She has no association with this man or his actions. I knew this and M---y knew this, but she didn't want to judge him based on a few of his friends being bullies. It is obvious who passed on the lied about M----y to him.





    It is quite obvious that @i--c---------r chose to believes those lies that were sent to him. Not once did he attempt to try and talk to M---y.
    Not once did he stop and think about any of the following.
    1. All the pleasant interactions he and M---y had.
    2. All the nice interactions on M---y's twitter timeline.
    3. How respectful and understand M---y has been with him and others.
    4. All the attacks on the timelines of those he is friends with that have stalked, harassed, and bullied M---y.
    @i--c---------r just chose to blindly believe these people who are frequently nasty to others. These same people who will turn against those who won't turn a blind eye and outlive their use.

    The way @i--c---------r responds to me is very telling. It's a "it's no big deal" impression. Considering the claims he was making, odd isn't it.





    I offer @i--c---------r the blog my friend M---y wrote regarding the people that turned against her unjustly and have been bullying, stalking, and harassing her. He, very easily, brushes it off. She never talked about its contents after posting it.
    Then @i--c---------r claims to have proof M---y was using a parody account to attack and bully others. Not once did @i--c---------r offer up this so called proof he said he had.

    I made a point to @i--c---------r about @e----m raging about that blog on her Twitter timeline. Considering no names were mentioned in that blog, what does it show besides guilt.





    I continue to make my point to @i--c---------r about how these friends of his have abused M---y. I point out he turns a blind eye to attacks on others via their own Twitter timelines.

    Right after I make my good and valid point, @i--c---------r decides to say he was given the IP address of M---y's computer. I continue to defend her saying she'd never attack anyone.





    I continue to defend my friend M---y. This @i--c---------r claims to have "irrefutable proof!". Not once did he offer anything up to prove his claims. He didn't even try to send me what he was sent that made M---y look so bad. He just gets annoyed that I don't sway his way on the claims. To me, this is very fishy.





    Here, @i--c---------r acknowledges that M---y had been nice to him. One plus for him. Atleast he acknowledged that. I then tell him that it is possible to forge a computer IP address. People can lie about it. People can photoshop screenshots taken. People can have their friends back up their lies. People can forge the data, pass it off to a few who ask very few questions so they have some back up. Strength in numbers.

    It seems that @i--c---------r is acknowledging that IP addresses can be forged. Just right after he claims they can't be. Now, which is it?





    I make a point to @i--c---------r that he was given false data. I also make a point how M---y is a good person and has shown she's a good person, but he chooses to believe different without questioning it.
    Then @i--c---------r tries to get the subject changed by saying he had his life hacked, but I chose to stay on topic. But I chose to stay on topic and point out how he is defaming M---y's character.

    Generally speaking, when someone tries to suddenly change the subject, it is because their BSing is showing, might show, and/or is getting them nowhere.





    After my point about how he is defaming M---y's character, @i--c---------r claims he had it researched by a private investigator. I make good points and he is now getting very "cagey" as he makes a bold claim.





    Then @i--c---------r says he hired a private investigator with his own money to "check out all these sick people". Wait a minute, I thought he said M---y was responsible. But he hires a PI to check out "all these sick people". Someone's story is changing a little.
    I point out how his friends target M---y and others and that he turns a blind eye. His response was saying he's not passing on a word of this as if he is doing M---y or me a favor.
    So, @i--c---------r allegedly hired a PI to check out these messages he was shown. He claims he got M---y's computer IP address from this PI. He says he had this PI "check out these sick people", when he had claimed only M---y before. A PI can't legally obtain a computer's physical address from these claimed messages unless law enforcement or an ISP got involved and obtained it.

    I guess what I am saying is, @i--c---------r is lying. My guess is he is hoping I will pass on what he said to M----y so she will get scared and slink away from social media, like his bullying friends have been trying to do to her. 





    I point out, again, to @i--c---------r that he believes lies about M---y, a good person. Then I point out how he says nothing about his friends' attacks on others. Then I point out that he is an accessory to their bullying, threats, and stalking because he sees it and does nothing.

    Then @i--c---------r gets very defensive acting like I am judging him. All I did was make a few points. Then he says he is a grown man and can do what he wants. So he is saying if he wants to lie, pass on lies, or defame someone that it is okay.




    These "friends" of @i--c---------r that I spoke of that have bullied, stalked, and harassed M---y, are the ones blogged about here: https://www.derwillezurmacht.com/blogs/entry/52-my-own-bullying-experience-part-2/
    They are that disbarred lawyer and her friends.
    @i--c---------r has been lied to. He has chosen to run with these lies and blindly believe what he was shown. Based upon his actions and behavior in our conversation, I firmly believe he was lying about hiring a PI.
    1. Why would someone be paying alot of money for a PI to get someone's "computer IP address", only to do nothing with it?
    2. A PI can't legally obtain someone's physical computer address without involvement of an ISP and/or law enforcement. No ISP or Law Enforcement agency will go about obtaining that information unless a crime has been committed in which they are prosecuting for.
    3. Not once was any type of proof offered.
    4. First he claims M---y is responsible. Then he says he hired a PI to check out "these sick people", implying more than one. Story change.
    5. He tries to get the subject changed as I make valid points.
    6. He gets cagey as I make valid points.

    7. Showed agitation when I wouldn't sway his way on his defamation about M---y and continued to stand up for her and have her back.

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    It all started with a simple tweet. The tweet in question has been archived at this location.


    My response was to merely point out her behavior was that of a grammar nazi since there is obviously nothing wrong with a compliment.



    This woman's response was rather abrasive and uncalled for.





    Then she proceeds to attack someone that liked and retweeted my tweet.



    Next she proceeds to attack the producer of the show The Rookie for liking my tweet. She jumps all over him him referring to me and anyone liking or retweeting my tweet as harassing her. She proceeds to tell him he should go unlike it.



    It does not stop there. Now this woman is going on implying I, and anyone liking or retweeting my tweet is a transphobe.




    I only gave one response to the conversation. She was behaving like a grammar nazi over a simple compliment someone gave her. All I did was point that out. I left it at that. Now over that I and anyone whom has liked or retweeted my tweet is being implied as transphobic. 2 people were even attacked over just liking my tweet.


    She carried on. She has chosen to try and twist this into something it is not. In no way was anything I or the original tweeter said, transphobic. There is nothing transphobic about anyone who chose to like or retweet my tweet.


    While this woman is attempting to portray herself as a victim, she needs to think about all of whom are transgender who get assaulted, beaten, raped, and even murdered just for being transgender. They are victims. She is not. How she behaved to tonight is shameful and disgraceful to he LGBT community and the rights they fight for each and every day.

  9. *So here I was, minding my own business when Samus informs me of the massive layoffs that just went on over at Activision Blizzard. You remember them, don't you? The antagonists of FOREVER GOLDEN, and the ones whose guild masters and other GMs chased a lot of us out. Well, first, let me start this off by saying I feel for those who got a layoff. Maybe they'll get jobs in places where the companies will appreciate them more than Blizzard ever did. Blizzard only cares about two things: money and maintaining a bully-friendly environment. Let me remind all the new people reading this why yours truly, Samus and the more experienced people hate that company: in 2011, a creep named Andrew Rotramel conspired to force us out by any means necessary after Zenon exposed him for the rat he is. He started with Stargirl, who was the victim of a gold selling scam. Then it snowballed to the rest of us to the point where we left that hideous world of Azeroth on May 5, 2011. After some time, a lot of us settled in the far superior world of Norrath(EQ2) where we continue to hang our hats. However, from the stories I've been hearing, the nightmares wrought by Blizzard did not end with our departure. In fact, they got worse. And with each expansion released, the stories of people quitting in droves continued to come out. And now, this sick, twisted company wants to tell people that their games are going along fine in spite of the fact that they just layed off hundreds of people. That's hundreds of human beings with livelihoods that have now been put on hold. People want to say that EA is the worst gaming company on the planet. Maybe. Their sports games aren't what they used to be. But you don't see EA pulling the kind of crap we're now seeing with Blizzard. It's been almost 8 years since we walked out of WOW. I have never been happier that we did, especially in light of today's news.

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    *We start off this blog by talking about ECW's most bloodthirsty feud: Gaby Lozoya vs. Susana Almeida. These two Mexican weather superstars have been vying for the hearts of their male audiences for years. From the weather studio to the wrestling ring, these two have been exciting their audience to a fever pitch. So during the relaunch of ECW late last year, it was decided that the two of them would share control of their brand's NWO faction. But there's a reason why the word "diva" applies to these two women. There was no way these two superstars would settle for sharing power. One had to dominate over the other, and therefore, for the last several weeks, they have been attacking each other to see who was better. The advantage so far has gone to Gaby Lozoya, whose moveset was modeled after the late Eddie Guerrero. But that doesn't mean Susana doesn't have a few tricks up her sleeve. Still, the battle continues to see which one is the dominant weather girl in the ring, and I, for one, look forward to seeing the results of this.*

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    I started playing World of Warcraft nearly 3 years ago on my 15th birthday. At first, I thought it was a great game. It was rich in storylines with a wealth of activities to do.


    My grades always stayed good. I studied.  I didn't have to work. Parents for for everything within reason and as long as my grades are good. But pretty soon, World of Warcraft was all I did in my spare time. If I wasn't doing homework or household chores, it was always World Of Warcraft. It wasn't that way at first.


    As I advanced in levels the pressure was on to reach "max level" and get into end game content and do raids. So I was spending more and more time working on getting my levels higher to reach that maximum level. Once I did, the pressure was on to be "geared", have the the best of the best. While I enjoyed the game, I wasn't about to put it ahead of my studies or my family.


    I thought that as long as my family and school work came first, then it there would be no problems. I enjoyed playing and doing raids. The guild I was with had a schedule that fit with mine perfectly. I couldn't ask for better, right? One day I was suppose to raid, I skipped it. I informed the guild leader I needed to skip it so I could finish my science project on electricity. I thought things were fine. The next time I was at a raid, I got kicked out at the last moment and ended up with nothing. I asked why and the guild leader said I shouldn't skip out on raids. Then I got a speech about priorities and I will never get anywhere if I don't learn to put my priorities straight. I thought that was the end of it. Then I saw a post on the guild forums saying I was banned from attending raids until I learn to get my priorities in order. I posted a lengthy response. I mentioned my age and I was upfront about it form the start and that my studies and school work came first becuse getting an education is what will help me support myself after I leave home. Better education, better job, more money. The response I got back was made me rethink my time in World of Warcraft. The guild leader accused me of attacking his policies and said an extra 2-3 hours to help the guild wouldn't kill me. A few people stood up for me saying that me putting my education first was admirable. One person said "So you want him to put aside his school work for the guild one time. You told me that 2 years ago. That one time turned to many and I've had to rearrange my life around the guild needs. f**k you no longer. Grow up.". People left the guild. The guild leader blamed me for his guild starting to fall apart.


    I left my guild and tried to search for another. I got in one, but was kicked shortly after because apparently my last guild leader claimed I stole everything from the guild bank. It seems he made a toon with a name close to mine and took a bunch of stuff out. He did the same to other guild members. I will always regret every joining the Champions of Light guild on the Whisperwind server.


    I ended up changing servers. I found what I thought was a good guild. I thought so until I was expected to be on more than I could be. I was pushed and pressure to "come on for a few" to help out new guildies. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against helping new players, but I am against putting some game before things in real life. I got chastised by people for not being on one night to help out because I went to a movie. I explained that once in awhile I deserve to do something for myself considering how hard I work to do well in school. I got a lecture about how movies are entertainment and not a necessity. I fired back with saying World of Warcraft is the same thing and I wanted a little diversity in my activities so I don't get burned out. a large number of people jumped all over me. I got a long speech about priorities and how I should put my guild's needs before my own. I was like "So these people expect me to not go out or spend time with the few friends I have just for their bits and bytes on a computer game?". This was the final straw.


    While most people rage quit, I simply logged out and stopped getting time cards.  I felt relieved. While I was working on some calculus homework one day, I began to think of so much I missed out on by putting so much time to that game. Despite that school work and family and friends were #1, I still missed out on alot. I got a job at Burger King that I still enjoy. I'm helping my parents out with the bills and saving for college. I didn't think of World of Warcraft again until after 2 weeks that I quit. I started to get angry messages on Facebook asking why I've been shirking my responsibilities for the guild. I was referred to as selfish. I was told I was just as bad as some death knight named "Dfanning" that left years ago in 201. I blocked each and every one of those people. The guild that was doing this to me was some guild on the Anvilmar server. I don't remember the name of the guild, but it had the word "Shadows" in its name.


    Now that I have washed my hands of World of Warcraft, I feel like I have escaped a cult.

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